1 00:00:01,418 --> 00:00:06,423 (soft music) (glass shatters) 2 00:00:28,737 --> 00:00:31,781 - You gotta get this fuckin' role. 3 00:00:31,781 --> 00:00:33,408 You're gonna book this. 4 00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,452 You're gonna book this one. 5 00:00:35,452 --> 00:00:36,745 You're gonna book this one, 6 00:00:36,745 --> 00:00:37,620 you're gonna pull yourself out of 7 00:00:37,620 --> 00:00:39,289 this fuckin' situation, okay? 8 00:00:39,289 --> 00:00:40,790 (Danny exhales) 9 00:00:40,790 --> 00:00:42,917 I know this is my last chance. 10 00:00:44,127 --> 00:00:45,962 I won't let you down. 11 00:00:45,962 --> 00:00:48,757 You gotta let me play, coach. You gotta. 12 00:00:48,757 --> 00:00:51,468 (phone buzzing) 13 00:00:51,468 --> 00:00:52,635 Fuck! I'm gonna fuck this up! 14 00:00:52,635 --> 00:00:53,970 I'm a fuckin' loser! 15 00:00:53,970 --> 00:00:56,639 (door closes) 16 00:00:56,639 --> 00:00:57,474 - Hey. 17 00:00:59,809 --> 00:01:01,311 You remember me? 18 00:01:01,311 --> 00:01:02,645 - Yeah. 19 00:01:02,645 --> 00:01:05,648 It was that party in the Hills a few months ago, 20 00:01:05,648 --> 00:01:07,108 in the hot tub. 21 00:01:07,108 --> 00:01:08,985 - I hit you up a few times after. 22 00:01:10,153 --> 00:01:10,987 - Been busy. 23 00:01:12,322 --> 00:01:13,823 - You got a boyfriend? 24 00:01:13,823 --> 00:01:14,657 - Mm-hm. 25 00:01:15,825 --> 00:01:17,952 - Do you remember my name? 26 00:01:17,952 --> 00:01:20,288 (Danny chuckles) 27 00:01:20,288 --> 00:01:22,332 - We were going at in that hot tub all night. 28 00:01:22,332 --> 00:01:24,501 I remember you, Ernesto. 29 00:01:26,336 --> 00:01:27,337 - It's Anthony. 30 00:01:28,671 --> 00:01:30,673 - Open that cash register,now. 31 00:01:30,673 --> 00:01:33,301 - I'm from Yemen. I don't understand. 32 00:01:33,301 --> 00:01:33,968 -Now! 33 00:01:34,511 --> 00:01:35,678 - [Phyllis] They really like you. 34 00:01:35,678 --> 00:01:37,013 They'll definitely call you in again, 35 00:01:37,013 --> 00:01:38,848 but they're gonna go a little younger. 36 00:01:38,848 --> 00:01:40,350 - Younger? 37 00:01:40,350 --> 00:01:41,684 I'm 33 and everybody still thinks I'm in my 20's. 38 00:01:41,684 --> 00:01:43,520 - [Phyllis] Bitch, you're 35. 39 00:01:43,520 --> 00:01:45,522 I gotta take this call, Danny. Bye. 40 00:01:45,522 --> 00:01:46,856 (Danny grunting) 41 00:01:46,856 --> 00:01:47,857 - Goddammit! 42 00:01:49,025 --> 00:01:51,027 He's some trick I fucked years ago, before I even met you. 43 00:01:51,027 --> 00:01:52,695 - And he's suddenly hitting you up out of the blue? 44 00:01:52,695 --> 00:01:53,655 - Eddy. - Really? 45 00:01:53,655 --> 00:01:54,531 - Hey. 46 00:01:54,531 --> 00:01:55,865 - You expect me to believe that? 47 00:01:55,865 --> 00:01:57,158 - Eddy, I would never do you dirty. 48 00:01:59,828 --> 00:02:03,039 (upbeat Spanish music) 49 00:02:07,544 --> 00:02:09,212 Hey, come here, come here. - Danny. 50 00:02:09,212 --> 00:02:10,380 - You're the best thing 51 00:02:10,380 --> 00:02:12,215 that has ever happened to me, all right? 52 00:02:12,215 --> 00:02:14,551 - Don't do this to me. - Stop being stupid. 53 00:02:15,885 --> 00:02:17,554 - Make me be able to trust you. 54 00:02:17,554 --> 00:02:18,847 - You can trust me. 55 00:02:18,847 --> 00:02:19,722 I love you. 56 00:02:20,890 --> 00:02:24,227 (shower water pattering) 57 00:02:26,896 --> 00:02:29,232 (man sighs) 58 00:02:30,900 --> 00:02:32,861 - I can get you thrown out for that. 59 00:02:32,861 --> 00:02:34,070 - They comp my membership. 60 00:02:34,070 --> 00:02:36,573 I'm the reason guys join. (chuckles) 61 00:02:36,573 --> 00:02:38,074 - Danny Maldonado. 62 00:02:38,074 --> 00:02:40,243 Oh, it's so good to see you again. 63 00:02:40,243 --> 00:02:42,036 You know, everyone's still talking about 64 00:02:42,036 --> 00:02:45,540 your arc as the necrophiliac rapist in SVU. 65 00:02:45,540 --> 00:02:47,083 - Narcoleptic rapist. 66 00:02:47,083 --> 00:02:49,252 I loved, loved doing that. It was a great experience. 67 00:02:49,252 --> 00:02:52,380 - Oh, well, when was that? 68 00:02:52,380 --> 00:02:53,715 - You're doing this shit again? 69 00:02:53,715 --> 00:02:55,592 - Two, three years ago. 70 00:02:55,592 --> 00:02:56,926 - Five years. 71 00:02:56,926 --> 00:02:58,595 - Five, five years. (chuckles) 72 00:02:58,595 --> 00:03:00,096 Five. 73 00:03:00,096 --> 00:03:02,432 Once I book a good role, I'm gonna turn everything around. 74 00:03:02,432 --> 00:03:03,725 No, I promise. 75 00:03:03,725 --> 00:03:06,603 Listen, just don't give up on me, baby. 76 00:03:06,603 --> 00:03:08,605 Oh, what about the "Green Acres" reboot at Netflix? 77 00:03:08,605 --> 00:03:10,440 They castin' Latinos for that? 78 00:03:10,440 --> 00:03:12,609 - [Phyllis] They're going with Victor Rasuk. 79 00:03:12,609 --> 00:03:14,235 - One other Dominican in Hollywood 80 00:03:14,235 --> 00:03:15,778 and he gets all the fuckin' work. 81 00:03:15,778 --> 00:03:17,280 - [Phyllis] I have to go, Danny. 82 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:18,281 Gotta take this call. 83 00:03:18,281 --> 00:03:19,616 Bye. - Bye. 84 00:03:19,616 --> 00:03:21,618 - [Phyllis] All these whiny fucking actors. 85 00:03:21,618 --> 00:03:23,453 Like it's my fault they can't get work. 86 00:03:23,453 --> 00:03:24,913 I'm just a fucking agent. 87 00:03:24,913 --> 00:03:27,123 - Um, Phyllis? You didn't hang up. 88 00:03:27,123 --> 00:03:28,458 I can hear you. 89 00:03:28,458 --> 00:03:30,293 - [Phyllis] Jesus Christ, Jane. 90 00:03:30,293 --> 00:03:32,420 When you hear me say, "I gotta take this call," 91 00:03:32,420 --> 00:03:34,964 that means you're supposed to hang up for me. 92 00:03:34,964 --> 00:03:37,133 You're the worst fucking assistant ever. 93 00:03:37,133 --> 00:03:38,927 - So, so what have you been up to? 94 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:41,638 - You know, keepin' busy. Auditioning. 95 00:03:41,638 --> 00:03:42,972 - [Jane] Sorry. 96 00:03:42,972 --> 00:03:44,807 - [Phyllis] Fucking useless millennials. 97 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:47,101 You're all a fuckin' pox on the face of this earth. 98 00:03:47,101 --> 00:03:48,311 Geez! 99 00:03:48,311 --> 00:03:51,314 - [Jane] I said I was sorry, Aunt Phyllis! 100 00:03:51,314 --> 00:03:52,148 - Jesus. 101 00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:54,651 - [Ilana] Things will pick up. 102 00:03:54,651 --> 00:03:56,653 You've been down before and you'll bounce back. 103 00:03:56,653 --> 00:03:58,154 Auditions have been so for me too. 104 00:03:58,154 --> 00:04:00,490 It's a slow year, it is. 105 00:04:00,490 --> 00:04:02,659 Avi and I are having drama again. 106 00:04:02,659 --> 00:04:04,661 (phone beeps) - Fuck, I gotta go. 107 00:04:04,661 --> 00:04:05,662 It's my sister. 108 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:06,996 - [Ilana] Oh, okay. 109 00:04:06,996 --> 00:04:09,165 Love you. - Love you, too, Ilana. 110 00:04:09,165 --> 00:04:11,167 - [Sabrina] Danny, you have to fly out here. 111 00:04:11,167 --> 00:04:12,502 - It's not a good time. 112 00:04:14,337 --> 00:04:17,632 (upbeat Spanish music) 113 00:04:19,676 --> 00:04:21,177 - [Sabrina] I'll send you the money. 114 00:04:21,177 --> 00:04:23,513 - I got a big gig lined up and I can't. 115 00:04:23,513 --> 00:04:24,472 (phone beeps) 116 00:04:24,472 --> 00:04:25,682 I gotta take this call Sabrina. 117 00:04:25,682 --> 00:04:27,183 It's my agent and it's about the gig. Okay? 118 00:04:27,183 --> 00:04:28,851 Bye. 119 00:04:28,851 --> 00:04:29,978 - [Woman] I'm in the pink blouse 120 00:04:29,978 --> 00:04:31,145 right in front of Trader Joe's. 121 00:04:31,145 --> 00:04:32,355 Where are you? 122 00:04:32,355 --> 00:04:33,189 - I see you. 123 00:04:35,024 --> 00:04:38,194 (upbeat Spanish music) 124 00:04:43,491 --> 00:04:44,325 Claire? 125 00:04:47,370 --> 00:04:50,206 (record scratches) 126 00:04:52,208 --> 00:04:55,044 - [Jane] And Phyllis said to tell you they really liked you. 127 00:04:55,044 --> 00:04:57,213 They'll call you in again real soon, 128 00:04:57,213 --> 00:04:59,549 but they're going in a different direction. 129 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:19,402 - What the fuck? 130 00:05:19,402 --> 00:05:21,029 What the fuck? 131 00:05:21,029 --> 00:05:23,740 (Danny grunting) 132 00:05:25,908 --> 00:05:26,743 Fuck! 133 00:05:31,247 --> 00:05:32,081 Oh, fuck! 134 00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:37,253 (Danny breathing heavily) 135 00:05:47,722 --> 00:05:50,058 What the fuck am I gonna do? 136 00:05:51,434 --> 00:05:53,603 What the fuck am I gonna do? 137 00:05:53,603 --> 00:05:56,272 (Danny sobbing) 138 00:05:58,775 --> 00:05:59,609 - Excuse me? 139 00:06:01,110 --> 00:06:03,738 I love actors and I just wanted to say, 140 00:06:03,738 --> 00:06:06,074 I loved you in "Raising Victor Vargas." 141 00:06:07,450 --> 00:06:09,577 - That was Victor Rasuk. 142 00:06:09,577 --> 00:06:11,621 (Danny sobbing) 143 00:06:11,621 --> 00:06:13,122 Oh, god. 144 00:06:13,122 --> 00:06:14,624 - Oh. 145 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:15,458 Sorry. 146 00:06:16,292 --> 00:06:19,796 (Danny sobbing) 147 00:06:19,796 --> 00:06:20,630 - Oh god. 148 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:24,926 - But that was you on "SMILF," right? 149 00:06:24,926 --> 00:06:27,261 - That was Miguel Gomez. 150 00:06:27,261 --> 00:06:28,471 - Oh, sorry. 151 00:06:35,311 --> 00:06:36,479 - Fuck. 152 00:06:36,479 --> 00:06:38,314 Fuck! 153 00:06:38,314 --> 00:06:41,109 What the fuck am I gonna do? 154 00:06:42,485 --> 00:06:43,820 - "Scandal?" 155 00:06:43,820 --> 00:06:46,322 - Guillermo fuckin' Diaz, lady! 156 00:06:48,324 --> 00:06:50,827 (upbeat music) 157 00:06:54,831 --> 00:06:57,500 (soft tinkling) 158 00:07:00,336 --> 00:07:02,839 (Danny sighs) 159 00:07:05,174 --> 00:07:07,343 - What is up brotha? Long time no see. 160 00:07:07,343 --> 00:07:08,845 - Yo, Tony, thank you so much 161 00:07:08,845 --> 00:07:09,971 for letting me crash here, man. 162 00:07:09,971 --> 00:07:11,180 - Yeah, yeah, no problem. 163 00:07:11,180 --> 00:07:12,348 Hey, thanks for taking care of the place 164 00:07:12,348 --> 00:07:13,349 while we're on vacay. 165 00:07:13,349 --> 00:07:14,350 Nina's sorry she missed you. 166 00:07:14,350 --> 00:07:15,351 She already flew out. 167 00:07:15,351 --> 00:07:16,686 Is that everything? 168 00:07:16,686 --> 00:07:17,854 (Danny scoffs) - These days, yeah. 169 00:07:17,854 --> 00:07:19,355 - Okay. 170 00:07:19,355 --> 00:07:21,190 - Please, you are talking to someone who spent 171 00:07:21,190 --> 00:07:23,359 way too much time in shelters as a kid. 172 00:07:23,359 --> 00:07:25,528 Yo, this place is fire, son. 173 00:07:25,528 --> 00:07:27,029 Come on. - Yeah, well, with Nina 174 00:07:27,029 --> 00:07:28,656 being a designer, she's classed me up a bit. 175 00:07:28,656 --> 00:07:29,866 (Tony laughs) 176 00:07:29,866 --> 00:07:31,325 We're still settling in, 177 00:07:31,325 --> 00:07:32,869 but as soon as we get back from vacation, 178 00:07:32,869 --> 00:07:34,871 she wants to get started on the nursery. 179 00:07:35,997 --> 00:07:37,373 - Come on. 180 00:07:37,373 --> 00:07:38,875 Nah. - Dude, where have you been? 181 00:07:38,875 --> 00:07:41,043 I text blasted, emailed. 182 00:07:41,043 --> 00:07:42,670 I'm gonna be a dad. 183 00:07:42,670 --> 00:07:44,213 - Yo, aye, I'm so, so sorry, man. 184 00:07:44,213 --> 00:07:46,716 I've been busy with like so much shit lately wrapped up. 185 00:07:46,716 --> 00:07:48,217 This is great news, man. 186 00:07:48,217 --> 00:07:49,385 - Thank you, thank you. 187 00:07:49,385 --> 00:07:50,678 - Wow, look at you. 188 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:52,388 Can't believe that you're gonna be a dad. 189 00:07:52,388 --> 00:07:53,347 Wife- - Right? 190 00:07:53,347 --> 00:07:55,057 - Kid, this fuckin' house. 191 00:07:55,057 --> 00:07:56,559 - Geez. 192 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:58,227 Dude, we were ballers back in those bartending days. 193 00:07:58,227 --> 00:07:59,729 (Danny laughs) 194 00:07:59,729 --> 00:08:00,563 - Yeah. 195 00:08:00,563 --> 00:08:01,731 (phone buzzing) Oh. 196 00:08:01,731 --> 00:08:03,524 Oh, it's my sister. It can wait. 197 00:08:03,524 --> 00:08:04,567 - Yeah, come on. Let me give you a tour. 198 00:08:04,567 --> 00:08:05,401 - Please. 199 00:08:06,903 --> 00:08:07,737 Wow. 200 00:08:10,031 --> 00:08:11,532 - Hey, listen. 201 00:08:11,532 --> 00:08:12,408 We didn't get a chance to talk about you and Eddy. 202 00:08:12,408 --> 00:08:14,744 - Nah, it was time to move on. 203 00:08:14,744 --> 00:08:16,078 You know, I'm actually more worried about him. 204 00:08:16,078 --> 00:08:17,038 He took it pretty hard. 205 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:18,247 - Two years, right? 206 00:08:18,247 --> 00:08:19,749 - Two years, three months, one week. 207 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:21,542 Yeah, something like that. 208 00:08:21,542 --> 00:08:23,085 - So you gonna be okay by yourself? 209 00:08:23,085 --> 00:08:24,420 - Oh, absolutely. Absolutely. 210 00:08:24,420 --> 00:08:26,756 I'm gonna, like, use this time to decompress. 211 00:08:26,756 --> 00:08:28,591 You know, read. 212 00:08:28,591 --> 00:08:31,427 (birds chirping) 213 00:08:33,554 --> 00:08:35,264 Definitely step back from the industry. 214 00:08:35,264 --> 00:08:36,933 You know, meditate. - Uh huh. 215 00:08:38,267 --> 00:08:41,062 (birds chirping) 216 00:08:42,271 --> 00:08:44,106 - Definitely doing all those things. 217 00:08:44,106 --> 00:08:44,941 - Okay. 218 00:08:46,108 --> 00:08:51,113 (phone pinging) (birds chirping) 219 00:09:14,136 --> 00:09:16,806 (upbeat music) 220 00:09:23,437 --> 00:09:24,272 (Danny sighs) 221 00:09:24,272 --> 00:09:25,106 - Fuck. 222 00:09:26,482 --> 00:09:28,985 (upbeat music) 223 00:09:36,158 --> 00:09:36,993 Fuck. 224 00:09:43,165 --> 00:09:45,668 (Danny sighs) 225 00:09:48,504 --> 00:09:49,338 (phone buzzing) 226 00:09:49,338 --> 00:09:50,840 - Hello? 227 00:09:50,840 --> 00:09:52,008 - [Woman] Hi, I'm looking for Danny Maldonado. 228 00:09:52,008 --> 00:09:53,509 - Speaking. 229 00:09:53,509 --> 00:09:55,636 - Hi Danny, this is Kate from Consolidated Credit. 230 00:09:55,636 --> 00:09:56,846 Just wondering- 231 00:09:59,015 --> 00:10:02,018 (Danny sighs) 232 00:10:02,018 --> 00:10:02,977 - Aw, sh... 233 00:10:03,978 --> 00:10:04,812 Shit. 234 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:06,814 Shit. 235 00:10:09,358 --> 00:10:10,693 Fuck. 236 00:10:10,693 --> 00:10:11,527 Shit. 237 00:10:12,653 --> 00:10:15,031 (Danny sighs) 238 00:10:15,031 --> 00:10:15,865 Fuck! 239 00:10:20,870 --> 00:10:22,163 What the? 240 00:10:22,163 --> 00:10:22,997 Fuck! 241 00:10:31,005 --> 00:10:36,010 (phone pinging) (upbeat music) 242 00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:05,748 (birds chirping) 243 00:11:14,382 --> 00:11:17,385 (phone buzzing) 244 00:11:17,385 --> 00:11:18,719 Don't even offer to pay for the flight. 245 00:11:18,719 --> 00:11:20,596 I can't pay you back what I owe you as it is. 246 00:11:20,596 --> 00:11:23,057 - I don't care about the money. 247 00:11:23,057 --> 00:11:24,600 It's really bad now. 248 00:11:24,600 --> 00:11:26,769 This is it. You need to be here. 249 00:11:27,937 --> 00:11:30,439 - You act like I owe this woman something. 250 00:11:30,439 --> 00:11:32,400 - It's not for her. 251 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:35,945 (car door closes) 252 00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:37,780 - I gotta go. I got a rehearsal. 253 00:11:38,781 --> 00:11:39,615 - Danny? 254 00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:45,746 (upbeat music) 255 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:51,961 - Check it out. 256 00:11:53,129 --> 00:11:54,922 I'm thinkin' of doin' a one man show 257 00:11:54,922 --> 00:11:56,132 and I'm gonna call it, 258 00:11:56,132 --> 00:11:57,967 "No, I Will Not Send You An Uber: 259 00:11:57,967 --> 00:11:59,927 Stories of Trickin' Up In LA." 260 00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:01,470 - Oh my God. It's so good. 261 00:12:02,805 --> 00:12:05,266 You must. (laughs) 262 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:06,809 - Right? It's gonna be good. 263 00:12:06,809 --> 00:12:07,977 Things are just really slow right now. 264 00:12:07,977 --> 00:12:09,478 Like everything is trans. 265 00:12:09,478 --> 00:12:11,981 - Honestly, Danny, maybe you should just cut it off. 266 00:12:11,981 --> 00:12:13,482 Like imagine life without your big dick. 267 00:12:13,482 --> 00:12:14,316 - Ugh. 268 00:12:15,317 --> 00:12:17,319 I'd read more, I guess. 269 00:12:17,319 --> 00:12:18,487 - Good. 270 00:12:18,487 --> 00:12:19,488 - And I'd finally binge those last 271 00:12:19,488 --> 00:12:20,656 two seasons of "Scandal." 272 00:12:20,656 --> 00:12:21,615 - It'd be like a whole new life for you. 273 00:12:21,615 --> 00:12:22,825 That's all I'm sayin'. 274 00:12:22,825 --> 00:12:23,659 Consider it. 275 00:12:24,618 --> 00:12:26,328 (record scratches) 276 00:12:26,328 --> 00:12:28,164 - When did you see him? 277 00:12:28,164 --> 00:12:30,666 - Avi and I ran into him at the ArcLight for like a second. 278 00:12:30,666 --> 00:12:31,834 I shouldn't have said anything. 279 00:12:31,834 --> 00:12:33,294 - Was he with a guy? 280 00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:35,004 - He was with a friend. - A guy? 281 00:12:35,004 --> 00:12:38,174 - A friend that is a male, a male that is a friend. 282 00:12:38,174 --> 00:12:40,176 - Did Eddy ask about me? 283 00:12:40,176 --> 00:12:41,010 - Not really. 284 00:12:42,344 --> 00:12:43,679 Well he asked how you were doing 285 00:12:43,679 --> 00:12:44,680 and I said that you were kind of 286 00:12:44,680 --> 00:12:46,182 having a tough time right now. 287 00:12:47,349 --> 00:12:48,851 Well, and then he said 288 00:12:48,851 --> 00:12:50,186 that you spent your entire life being selfish 289 00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:51,979 and self absorbed and that this is your karma. 290 00:12:53,314 --> 00:12:55,691 (Danny scoffs) 291 00:12:55,691 --> 00:12:56,484 I'm sorry. 292 00:12:57,359 --> 00:12:59,862 (Danny sighs) 293 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:02,031 (Danny scoffs) 294 00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:03,324 - Oh my God... 295 00:13:09,205 --> 00:13:11,707 (birds chirping) 296 00:13:11,707 --> 00:13:13,042 We're broken up for two months 297 00:13:13,042 --> 00:13:14,376 and he's already running around getting new dick. 298 00:13:14,376 --> 00:13:16,045 Like who does that? 299 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:17,838 - You know what your problem is? 300 00:13:17,838 --> 00:13:19,715 You think you have the right to get away with shit. 301 00:13:19,715 --> 00:13:21,217 You think you're owed. 302 00:13:21,217 --> 00:13:22,384 (Danny scoffs) 303 00:13:22,384 --> 00:13:24,386 - My mother was a drug addict. 304 00:13:24,386 --> 00:13:25,554 If it wasn't for my sister, 305 00:13:25,554 --> 00:13:26,722 I probably wouldn't even be alive. 306 00:13:26,722 --> 00:13:28,057 And you're telling me I'm entitled? 307 00:13:30,726 --> 00:13:31,894 (Danny scoffs) 308 00:13:31,894 --> 00:13:33,229 Why are all my friends beating up on me today? 309 00:13:33,229 --> 00:13:34,897 - Only when we stop playing victim 310 00:13:34,897 --> 00:13:36,565 can we finally move forward. 311 00:13:37,566 --> 00:13:38,734 - Whatever the fuck that means, 312 00:13:38,734 --> 00:13:40,069 - You know what that means. 313 00:13:41,403 --> 00:13:43,906 - Raven, I appreciate you coming by today, 314 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:46,575 but I do not need your life coaching shit right now. 315 00:13:46,575 --> 00:13:47,701 - Excuse me? 316 00:13:48,744 --> 00:13:53,707 I have 33,832 followers on Instagram 317 00:13:55,084 --> 00:13:57,253 and I'm this close to signing a major ebook deal. 318 00:13:58,379 --> 00:13:59,588 - Wait, really? 319 00:13:59,588 --> 00:14:00,589 - [Raven] Mm-hm. 320 00:14:00,589 --> 00:14:01,423 - Dead ass? - Dead ass. 321 00:14:01,423 --> 00:14:02,758 Positive manifestation geared 322 00:14:02,758 --> 00:14:03,551 to single women on the dating scene. 323 00:14:03,551 --> 00:14:04,426 - [Danny] Nice. 324 00:14:04,426 --> 00:14:05,719 - It's called "Send Me No Ubers: 325 00:14:05,719 --> 00:14:08,097 A Memoir of Learning to Love Yourself." 326 00:14:08,097 --> 00:14:08,931 (Danny mumbling) 327 00:14:08,931 --> 00:14:10,266 - Oh, Jesus. 328 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:11,100 - What? 329 00:14:12,268 --> 00:14:14,436 That's a fucking great title, you Philistine. 330 00:14:18,274 --> 00:14:20,943 (birds chirping) 331 00:14:25,614 --> 00:14:28,617 (microwave whirring) 332 00:14:34,790 --> 00:14:37,459 - [Woman] Hi Danny, this is Kate from Consolidated Credit. 333 00:14:37,459 --> 00:14:40,087 Just wondering if you're ready to make a payment on- 334 00:14:41,130 --> 00:14:43,632 - [Man] Hey bro, it's Antonio. 335 00:14:45,092 --> 00:14:45,968 I know you're going through a lot, 336 00:14:45,968 --> 00:14:47,970 but I need to talk to you. 337 00:14:47,970 --> 00:14:48,804 It's about Mikey. 338 00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:57,605 (microwave beeping) 339 00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:00,441 - Yo, come on. 340 00:15:00,441 --> 00:15:01,775 I've been with Sprint for like 10 years. 341 00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:03,986 You guys can't gimme one more payment extension? 342 00:15:03,986 --> 00:15:05,154 Come on, just one more. 343 00:15:06,488 --> 00:15:07,656 I really don't wanna have 344 00:15:07,656 --> 00:15:08,824 to take my business somewhere else. 345 00:15:10,159 --> 00:15:11,660 Hey Jane, how are you? 346 00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:13,329 Listen, I'm gonna leave Sprint 347 00:15:13,329 --> 00:15:15,497 and I haven't selected a new carrier yet, 348 00:15:15,497 --> 00:15:16,665 so just giving everybody 349 00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:18,834 my friend's home phone number for now. 350 00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:21,503 It's even got like this whole answering machine and shit. 351 00:15:21,503 --> 00:15:24,506 - [Jane] Why don't you just get a new carrier? 352 00:15:24,506 --> 00:15:26,508 - Okay, 323... 353 00:15:27,509 --> 00:15:28,344 461... 354 00:15:29,345 --> 00:15:34,350 (shower water pattering) (upbeat music) 355 00:15:46,528 --> 00:15:48,697 - Where's the fuckin' soap? 356 00:15:50,366 --> 00:15:51,367 (Danny scoffs) 357 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:52,201 Fuck! 358 00:16:04,046 --> 00:16:06,548 (Danny sighs) 359 00:16:25,067 --> 00:16:27,569 (Danny sighs) 360 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:33,909 (birds chirping) 361 00:16:48,924 --> 00:16:50,926 (Antonio sniffling) 362 00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:51,760 - Listen to me. 363 00:16:52,928 --> 00:16:54,888 I know cheaters. Mikey's not one. 364 00:16:55,764 --> 00:16:57,599 He's not playing you. 365 00:16:57,599 --> 00:16:58,934 He's a great guy. 366 00:16:58,934 --> 00:16:59,768 He loves you. 367 00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:03,397 - Things haven't been the same 368 00:17:03,397 --> 00:17:04,440 for like a couple of months now. 369 00:17:04,440 --> 00:17:06,942 I feel like something is up. 370 00:17:11,238 --> 00:17:12,614 You think I'm being paranoid? 371 00:17:18,120 --> 00:17:20,289 - You know, I always envied you and Mikey. 372 00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:24,418 You're like a happy family. 373 00:17:25,919 --> 00:17:28,255 - We are. I love that boy. 374 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:31,800 We're so happy, it's fucking corny. 375 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:33,635 - Yeah, you guys are fuckin' corny. 376 00:17:33,635 --> 00:17:36,305 (both laughing) 377 00:17:37,473 --> 00:17:38,307 Yeah. 378 00:17:40,809 --> 00:17:42,311 (Antonio sighs) 379 00:17:42,311 --> 00:17:44,313 I wish Eddy and I had what you two have, you know? 380 00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:46,982 Hey, stay calm. This will pass. 381 00:17:46,982 --> 00:17:47,816 It's nothin'. 382 00:17:48,650 --> 00:17:49,985 Don't you worry about it. 383 00:17:52,821 --> 00:17:54,323 - You're a good friend, man. 384 00:17:57,159 --> 00:17:58,786 Thank you for being here for me. 385 00:18:00,996 --> 00:18:03,165 And I'm sorry for what you're going through. 386 00:18:04,333 --> 00:18:07,127 (Antonio sniffs) 387 00:18:10,339 --> 00:18:11,840 Why do smell like Cascade? 388 00:18:13,008 --> 00:18:14,676 - Mira, it's Dawn. 389 00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:18,847 Not fuckin' Cascade. 390 00:18:21,642 --> 00:18:24,311 (phone ringing) 391 00:18:26,855 --> 00:18:28,148 (answering machine beeps) 392 00:18:28,148 --> 00:18:29,858 - [Sabrina] Thank you for the number. 393 00:18:29,858 --> 00:18:32,528 It's not too late. You could still make it in time. 394 00:18:33,654 --> 00:18:35,197 Don't run away, Danny. 395 00:18:38,534 --> 00:18:41,036 (Danny sighs) 396 00:18:48,043 --> 00:18:50,671 (kiss smacks) 397 00:19:02,558 --> 00:19:05,394 (Danny grunting) 398 00:19:13,735 --> 00:19:14,570 - Fuck! 399 00:19:15,404 --> 00:19:18,907 (Danny breathing heavily) 400 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:40,596 (Danny choking) (Danny grunting) 401 00:19:53,275 --> 00:19:57,779 (phone ringing) (Danny grunting) 402 00:19:57,779 --> 00:19:59,281 (answering machine beeps) 403 00:19:59,281 --> 00:20:03,285 - [Jane] Hey Danny, this is Jane from Aunt Phyllis's 404 00:20:03,285 --> 00:20:05,954 from the Phyllis Osgard Talent Agency 405 00:20:05,954 --> 00:20:08,957 and I have great news. (Danny choking) 406 00:20:08,957 --> 00:20:12,961 You got called in for the new Shonda Rhimes Netflix pilot. 407 00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:15,631 And she called you in especially. 408 00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:17,633 She remembered you from CSI. 409 00:20:18,634 --> 00:20:19,468 - SVU! 410 00:20:20,969 --> 00:20:22,429 - [Jane] So give us a call back. 411 00:20:22,429 --> 00:20:24,139 It's time sensitive. 412 00:20:25,641 --> 00:20:30,646 (Danny choking) (upbeat music) 413 00:20:38,654 --> 00:20:41,990 (fabric rips) (Danny screams) 414 00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:44,159 - [Phyllis] You're a pre-op transgender surgeon 415 00:20:44,159 --> 00:20:45,994 who just got out of the OR. 416 00:20:45,994 --> 00:20:48,497 - So I'm transgender, male to female? 417 00:20:48,497 --> 00:20:49,665 - [Phyllis] No, you're pre-op. 418 00:20:49,665 --> 00:20:50,666 You've not had the surgery. 419 00:20:50,666 --> 00:20:51,500 You're still male. 420 00:20:52,668 --> 00:20:54,336 - You said I just got out of surgery. 421 00:20:54,336 --> 00:20:55,837 - [Phyllis] Listen to me. 422 00:20:55,837 --> 00:20:59,174 You're a pre-op transgender individual, still male, 423 00:20:59,174 --> 00:21:02,344 but you're also a hot shot surgeon riddled with demons 424 00:21:02,344 --> 00:21:04,012 and you just got outta surgery- 425 00:21:04,012 --> 00:21:05,681 - My surgery. I'm operating on myself? 426 00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:06,807 - [Phyllis] Whoever heard of such a thing? 427 00:21:06,807 --> 00:21:09,184 No, you were operating on your mother 428 00:21:09,184 --> 00:21:11,687 who revealed to you as you were wheeling her into the OR 429 00:21:11,687 --> 00:21:14,523 that she's a lesbian with a crystal meth problem. 430 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:16,984 Plus she's in possession of top secret information 431 00:21:16,984 --> 00:21:19,361 that could bring down the entire government of Singapore 432 00:21:19,361 --> 00:21:20,529 in one fell swoop. 433 00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:22,698 They've got Rosie Perez pinned for that. 434 00:21:22,698 --> 00:21:24,366 Also you have two lovers. 435 00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:27,869 One is played by Peter Dinklage and he has Lou Gehrig's. 436 00:21:27,869 --> 00:21:29,871 I'm emailing you the sides now, Danny. 437 00:21:29,871 --> 00:21:31,707 Get me that tape by five. - I'll print it out. 438 00:21:31,707 --> 00:21:33,875 Oh my god. 439 00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:35,711 (Danny exhales) 440 00:21:35,711 --> 00:21:36,545 5:00 PM. 441 00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:38,380 5:00 PM. 442 00:21:40,048 --> 00:21:45,053 (upbeat music) (phone pinging) 443 00:22:12,247 --> 00:22:14,916 (Danny exhales) 444 00:22:16,418 --> 00:22:20,714 - I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 445 00:22:20,714 --> 00:22:22,090 - One more time. 446 00:22:22,090 --> 00:22:23,216 Smile. 447 00:22:26,053 --> 00:22:28,764 - I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 448 00:22:28,764 --> 00:22:30,724 - That's right. You're a grateful bitch. 449 00:22:30,724 --> 00:22:32,225 - I'm a grateful bitch. 450 00:22:32,225 --> 00:22:33,727 - You're a grateful bitch. - I'm a grateful bitch. 451 00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:35,437 - You're a grateful bitch. - I'm a grateful bitch. 452 00:22:35,437 --> 00:22:38,106 - Repeat your gratitude affirmation constantly. 453 00:22:38,106 --> 00:22:40,442 - I'm so grateful as I book this book pilot. 454 00:22:40,442 --> 00:22:44,279 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 455 00:22:44,279 --> 00:22:45,113 - Next. 456 00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:46,948 You want it? 457 00:22:47,908 --> 00:22:48,909 Commit. 458 00:22:49,785 --> 00:22:50,744 - Okay. 459 00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:52,913 - So clean up your act. 460 00:22:52,913 --> 00:22:54,122 - Okay. 461 00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:56,124 - Get yourself in a good, clean head space. 462 00:22:59,294 --> 00:23:00,295 Drug free. 463 00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:01,129 - Mm-hm. 464 00:23:02,130 --> 00:23:03,799 Mm-hm. 465 00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:05,258 - No drugs. 466 00:23:05,258 --> 00:23:08,303 - Mm-hm. 467 00:23:08,303 --> 00:23:09,638 - You can do this. - I can do this. 468 00:23:09,638 --> 00:23:11,264 - You can do this. - I can do this. 469 00:23:11,264 --> 00:23:13,266 - You can do this. - I'm gonna do this. 470 00:23:15,268 --> 00:23:18,480 I'm gonna book this pilot and then I'm gonna get Eddy back. 471 00:23:20,148 --> 00:23:22,484 Raven, thank you. Watch me turn shit around. 472 00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:24,653 - Thank you. 473 00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:31,660 - Why does you cologne smell like Palmolive? 474 00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:33,453 - It's Dawn. 475 00:23:35,664 --> 00:23:37,666 Why does everybody keep saying that? 476 00:23:37,666 --> 00:23:38,500 Clearly Dawn. 477 00:23:40,168 --> 00:23:42,838 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 478 00:23:44,005 --> 00:23:47,175 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 479 00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:50,846 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 480 00:23:52,305 --> 00:23:55,183 (Danny exhales) 481 00:23:55,183 --> 00:23:56,017 5:00 PM. 482 00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:58,520 Six hours. 483 00:23:59,688 --> 00:24:00,522 I got this. 484 00:24:01,982 --> 00:24:04,651 (soft tinkling) 485 00:24:07,154 --> 00:24:08,363 Cleaning up my act 486 00:24:08,363 --> 00:24:09,990 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 487 00:24:09,990 --> 00:24:11,199 Cleaning up my act 488 00:24:11,199 --> 00:24:13,201 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 489 00:24:13,201 --> 00:24:14,369 Cleaning up my act 490 00:24:14,369 --> 00:24:16,371 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 491 00:24:16,371 --> 00:24:17,539 Cleaning up my act 492 00:24:17,539 --> 00:24:19,374 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 493 00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:20,542 Cleaning up my act 494 00:24:20,542 --> 00:24:21,710 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 495 00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:23,003 I'm cleaning up my act 496 00:24:23,003 --> 00:24:25,714 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 497 00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:27,048 I'm cleaning up my act 498 00:24:27,048 --> 00:24:28,383 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 499 00:24:28,383 --> 00:24:29,551 I'm cleaning up my act 500 00:24:29,551 --> 00:24:31,553 and I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 501 00:24:31,553 --> 00:24:34,222 I'm cleaning up my act 502 00:24:34,222 --> 00:24:37,350 and I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 503 00:24:37,350 --> 00:24:38,560 Cleaning up my act 504 00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:39,394 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 505 00:24:39,394 --> 00:24:40,562 I am cleaning up my act 506 00:24:40,562 --> 00:24:43,064 and I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 507 00:24:43,064 --> 00:24:44,232 I'm cleaning up my act 508 00:24:44,232 --> 00:24:46,568 and I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 509 00:24:46,568 --> 00:24:47,903 I'm cleaning up my act 510 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:49,905 and I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 511 00:24:49,905 --> 00:24:51,406 I'm booking this pilot 512 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:53,575 and I'm cleaning up my act and I am so grateful. 513 00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:56,578 I'm cleaning up my act and I'm gonna book this pilot. 514 00:24:56,578 --> 00:24:58,747 I'm cleaning up my act, I'm gonna book this pilot. 515 00:25:00,081 --> 00:25:03,752 I asked for 20 CCS of a pina... 516 00:25:03,752 --> 00:25:06,254 Epinephrine and some snot nosed RN 517 00:25:06,254 --> 00:25:07,923 hands me after atra-atro... 518 00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:11,092 Tropine, and I'm supposed to calm down? 519 00:25:11,092 --> 00:25:13,762 If I can't save my own mother, what kind of doctor am I? 520 00:25:16,264 --> 00:25:19,601 If I can't save my own mother, what kind of doctor am I? 521 00:25:19,601 --> 00:25:21,728 Get me the ambassador to Singapore, stat. 522 00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,397 I asked for 20 CCS of apprenaphrene 523 00:25:24,397 --> 00:25:27,776 and some snot nosed RN hands me atropine... 524 00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:29,236 Atro... 525 00:25:29,236 --> 00:25:30,445 - [Computer] Endotracheal. 526 00:25:30,445 --> 00:25:31,446 - Endo... 527 00:25:31,446 --> 00:25:32,447 - [Computer] Endotracheal. 528 00:25:32,447 --> 00:25:33,949 - Trach... 529 00:25:33,949 --> 00:25:35,617 En... 530 00:25:35,617 --> 00:25:38,453 If I can't even say my own mother, what kind of doctor am I? 531 00:25:38,453 --> 00:25:40,622 - Ep, epiniphrene? 532 00:25:40,622 --> 00:25:42,123 Stat! 533 00:25:42,123 --> 00:25:43,458 - [Computer] Endotracheal. 534 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:44,459 Endotracheal. 535 00:25:45,794 --> 00:25:46,962 - Endotrach... 536 00:25:48,088 --> 00:25:49,297 En... 537 00:25:49,297 --> 00:25:50,131 (record scratches) 538 00:25:50,131 --> 00:25:50,966 Fuck. 539 00:26:06,982 --> 00:26:09,985 (Danny sucks teeth) 540 00:26:11,778 --> 00:26:14,489 Would it kill you to put some fuckin' clothes on, man? 541 00:26:15,991 --> 00:26:19,494 (Danny breathing heavily) 542 00:26:22,497 --> 00:26:24,165 Fuck. 543 00:26:24,165 --> 00:26:26,001 Fuck me, man. Fuck my life, man. 544 00:26:27,836 --> 00:26:28,837 - [Lila] Tony. 545 00:26:30,463 --> 00:26:33,341 Oh, I'm so sorry. 546 00:26:33,341 --> 00:26:34,634 The door was ajar. 547 00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:38,805 I texted Tony to say I would be dropping by 548 00:26:38,805 --> 00:26:41,016 with some paperwork for the house. 549 00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:42,684 I'm the realtor. 550 00:26:42,684 --> 00:26:43,518 I'm Lila. 551 00:26:45,186 --> 00:26:46,688 - You are so beautiful. 552 00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:48,857 (Lila chuckles) 553 00:26:48,857 --> 00:26:49,858 - Well, hello. 554 00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:54,696 - You're an actress? - Yes. (laughs) 555 00:26:54,696 --> 00:26:56,531 I started very young, 556 00:26:56,531 --> 00:26:59,034 modeling for department stores and such. 557 00:26:59,034 --> 00:26:59,868 - In London? 558 00:26:59,868 --> 00:27:01,161 - Yes, yes. 559 00:27:01,161 --> 00:27:03,538 London, swinging London. (chuckles) 560 00:27:03,538 --> 00:27:07,709 And then that led to commercials and small parts in films 561 00:27:07,709 --> 00:27:11,546 and I was a single mother, so I took whatever came my way. 562 00:27:11,546 --> 00:27:16,051 And then an American agent signed me, 563 00:27:17,385 --> 00:27:20,388 and so I packed up my boy and off we went to Hollywood. 564 00:27:20,388 --> 00:27:22,557 The year was 1971. 565 00:27:22,557 --> 00:27:23,391 - Wow. 566 00:27:23,391 --> 00:27:24,392 Hm? 567 00:27:24,392 --> 00:27:25,894 - No, thank you. I don't partake. 568 00:27:27,562 --> 00:27:30,023 - What was Hollywood like then? 569 00:27:30,023 --> 00:27:30,857 - Oh. 570 00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:33,735 It was fabulous. 571 00:27:33,735 --> 00:27:34,903 (both laughing) 572 00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:37,739 The first party I attended when I got here 573 00:27:37,739 --> 00:27:40,075 was at Natalie Wood's house. 574 00:27:40,075 --> 00:27:40,909 Everyone was there. 575 00:27:40,909 --> 00:27:42,410 - No. - Yeah. 576 00:27:42,410 --> 00:27:46,247 Paul Newman, Joanne Woodward, Robert Wagner, 577 00:27:46,247 --> 00:27:49,751 although he and Natalie hadn't remarried at that point. 578 00:27:49,751 --> 00:27:53,380 Mia Farrow, Warren Beatty. 579 00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:56,925 And everyone was so glamorous. 580 00:27:56,925 --> 00:27:58,927 And in the middle of the party, 581 00:27:58,927 --> 00:28:02,097 in walked this delicate creature 582 00:28:02,097 --> 00:28:06,101 in the most divine dress with her hair in rollers, 583 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,602 covered in a handkerchief. 584 00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:10,438 It was Joan Collins. 585 00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:13,608 - Oh really? From "Dynasty?" 586 00:28:13,608 --> 00:28:15,402 - Yes, but that was years away. 587 00:28:16,611 --> 00:28:17,612 - Did you work a lot? 588 00:28:17,612 --> 00:28:18,780 - Quite a bit, yeah. 589 00:28:18,780 --> 00:28:20,782 I made two films with Frank Sinatra 590 00:28:20,782 --> 00:28:23,785 and I worked with Ryan O'Neal and Donald Sutherland, 591 00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:27,288 all the biggest stars of the day. (chuckles) 592 00:28:28,456 --> 00:28:32,293 I was going to be the next Julie Christie. 593 00:28:32,293 --> 00:28:33,962 That's what everyone said. 594 00:28:35,964 --> 00:28:37,132 Julie Christie. 595 00:28:37,966 --> 00:28:38,800 Oh. 596 00:28:39,801 --> 00:28:43,263 Oh, she was divine then and now. 597 00:28:43,263 --> 00:28:45,306 She was nominated for an Academy Award 598 00:28:45,306 --> 00:28:46,307 a few years back. 599 00:28:47,475 --> 00:28:48,476 - Oh, right, right, right. 600 00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:49,978 She played a woman with AIDs. 601 00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:51,146 - Alzheimer's. 602 00:28:51,146 --> 00:28:52,313 - Alzheimer's. 603 00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:54,274 Why'd you stop? 604 00:28:55,483 --> 00:28:56,317 Acting? 605 00:28:57,318 --> 00:28:59,154 - My son, Donnell. 606 00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:01,990 He got into some trouble when he was a teenager. 607 00:29:04,826 --> 00:29:06,494 (Danny inhales) 608 00:29:06,494 --> 00:29:07,620 Do you do that a lot? 609 00:29:09,164 --> 00:29:10,123 - The vape? 610 00:29:10,123 --> 00:29:10,999 Weed? - Mm. 611 00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:13,668 - I guess, I don't know. 612 00:29:13,668 --> 00:29:15,003 It's legal now, right? 613 00:29:15,003 --> 00:29:17,839 (both chuckling) 614 00:29:20,300 --> 00:29:21,676 I don't know anything about being a surgeon. 615 00:29:21,676 --> 00:29:23,344 I barely got through high school. 616 00:29:24,804 --> 00:29:29,350 - You don't need a university degree to play a surgeon. 617 00:29:29,851 --> 00:29:31,853 (Danny sighs) 618 00:29:39,527 --> 00:29:41,863 - Things were going so well in my career 619 00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:42,697 for a couple of years. 620 00:29:42,697 --> 00:29:44,032 I was working a lot. 621 00:29:44,032 --> 00:29:45,700 Everybody was saying I was gonna blow up. 622 00:29:49,370 --> 00:29:51,539 And then I just, I started to choke. 623 00:29:53,541 --> 00:29:55,210 I would get these, I would get 624 00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:57,170 these panic attacks before auditions. 625 00:29:58,046 --> 00:29:59,214 I don't even know why. 626 00:30:00,882 --> 00:30:02,884 I felt like I was so close, like I was gonna make it 627 00:30:02,884 --> 00:30:05,053 and then it all just fell apart. 628 00:30:06,387 --> 00:30:08,556 It's like the universe was saying, that's it, 629 00:30:08,556 --> 00:30:11,559 that's all you get, now go back to groveling and struggling. 630 00:30:12,393 --> 00:30:14,020 It's all I ever knew, anyway. 631 00:30:18,024 --> 00:30:19,567 Some days I just wanna wake up dead. 632 00:30:19,567 --> 00:30:21,402 That's what my mom used to say. 633 00:30:23,404 --> 00:30:25,698 - And where is she? 634 00:30:25,698 --> 00:30:26,699 Your mother. 635 00:30:29,077 --> 00:30:30,203 - She passed. 636 00:30:36,084 --> 00:30:37,585 - Okay. 637 00:30:37,585 --> 00:30:39,087 On your feet. 638 00:30:39,087 --> 00:30:39,921 Come on. 639 00:30:41,756 --> 00:30:42,757 Stand up straight. 640 00:30:45,426 --> 00:30:46,761 You know what you are? 641 00:30:46,761 --> 00:30:49,931 You're a surgeon and you're a damn good one. 642 00:30:54,435 --> 00:30:56,771 Words are irrelevant. 643 00:30:56,771 --> 00:30:59,107 This is what matters, Danny. 644 00:30:59,107 --> 00:31:00,775 Tap into your pain. 645 00:31:00,775 --> 00:31:02,277 That's your truth. 646 00:31:04,612 --> 00:31:07,115 - I asked for 20 CCS of epinephrine 647 00:31:07,115 --> 00:31:09,617 and some snot nosed RN hands me atropine and... 648 00:31:09,617 --> 00:31:10,618 Ah, I fucked up the line! 649 00:31:10,618 --> 00:31:12,787 - It doesn't matter. Keep going. 650 00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:17,417 - I ask for 20 CCS of epinephrine 651 00:31:17,417 --> 00:31:19,627 and some snot nosed RN hands me atropine 652 00:31:19,627 --> 00:31:21,129 and I'm supposed to stay calm? 653 00:31:22,088 --> 00:31:25,300 - Danny, why are you so angry? 654 00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:31,973 - Because some RN almost just killed my mother. 655 00:31:31,973 --> 00:31:34,142 - Don't. Don't play anger. 656 00:31:34,142 --> 00:31:35,268 Anger's banal. 657 00:31:36,311 --> 00:31:39,147 What's behind the anger? 658 00:31:39,147 --> 00:31:40,982 What's fueling it? 659 00:31:40,982 --> 00:31:41,983 Guilt? 660 00:31:41,983 --> 00:31:43,151 Self-loathing? 661 00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:51,492 - Okay. 662 00:31:55,163 --> 00:31:56,831 For years I was the hot shot, 663 00:31:57,999 --> 00:31:59,334 the one that was going places. 664 00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:02,503 I was the guy everyone wanted to be. 665 00:32:05,131 --> 00:32:05,965 Everyone... 666 00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:08,009 But me. 667 00:32:10,011 --> 00:32:13,014 Now I'm finally figuring out who I am 668 00:32:14,474 --> 00:32:18,144 and she reappears outta nowhere, just to hold me back, 669 00:32:20,021 --> 00:32:21,022 like she always did. 670 00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:25,526 - What if it's funny? That last line. 671 00:32:26,486 --> 00:32:27,528 - Like she always did? 672 00:32:33,701 --> 00:32:37,664 Well, his mother reappeared out of the blue 673 00:32:37,664 --> 00:32:41,501 with all her drama so all the pain she caused him 674 00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:42,377 is like flooding back. 675 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:44,545 He's crashing and burning. 676 00:32:44,545 --> 00:32:48,049 - What if he's not crashing and burning? 677 00:32:48,049 --> 00:32:49,884 What if he's finding himself? 678 00:32:51,219 --> 00:32:52,053 - Huh... 679 00:32:54,222 --> 00:32:55,556 Let me look at the dialogue. 680 00:32:57,016 --> 00:32:59,560 (phone ringing) 681 00:33:01,854 --> 00:33:02,855 (answering machines beeps) 682 00:33:02,855 --> 00:33:04,565 - [Sabrina] My brother. 683 00:33:04,565 --> 00:33:05,400 This is it. 684 00:33:06,859 --> 00:33:09,904 She's not coming back. 685 00:33:09,904 --> 00:33:12,073 She probably won't make it through the night. 686 00:33:16,911 --> 00:33:18,246 - Sabrina, it's not a good time. 687 00:33:18,246 --> 00:33:20,081 Can I give you a ring back in a bit? 688 00:33:20,081 --> 00:33:24,085 No, I'm rehearsing right now. I gotta go. 689 00:33:24,085 --> 00:33:25,753 I gotta, we'll talk about it later, all right? 690 00:33:25,753 --> 00:33:26,587 Bye. 691 00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:31,259 - Who's dying, Danny? 692 00:33:32,260 --> 00:33:33,094 Is it your mother? 693 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:41,602 - I haven't seen or spoken to her in 20 years. 694 00:33:41,602 --> 00:33:44,731 She's a drug addict. Can we go back to rehearsal now? 695 00:33:44,731 --> 00:33:46,441 - She's your mother. 696 00:33:47,775 --> 00:33:50,278 - I don't have a mother. My sister raised me. 697 00:33:53,781 --> 00:33:55,283 You don't know what it's like 698 00:33:55,283 --> 00:33:57,952 dealing with a selfish, angry fucked up addict, Lila. 699 00:33:57,952 --> 00:33:59,287 That's that's not your world. 700 00:34:00,788 --> 00:34:02,790 - My son, Donnell. 701 00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:06,586 I lost him to drugs. Heroin. 702 00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:07,795 He was only 19. 703 00:34:08,963 --> 00:34:10,298 It's not their fault. 704 00:34:10,298 --> 00:34:12,300 - Yes. Yes it is, actually. 705 00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,093 - No, it's not. 706 00:34:14,093 --> 00:34:16,804 It's in their genes. In their DNA. 707 00:34:16,804 --> 00:34:18,639 We didn't know that then. 708 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:22,310 Oh, I was so angry with him. 709 00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:24,645 Why wasn't he trying to get better? 710 00:34:24,645 --> 00:34:25,980 Why was he doing this to me? 711 00:34:25,980 --> 00:34:28,483 Why wouldn't he just stop up? 712 00:34:33,488 --> 00:34:35,323 I didn't know what he was up against. 713 00:34:36,824 --> 00:34:38,117 Where is she? 714 00:34:38,117 --> 00:34:39,660 Your mother? 715 00:34:39,660 --> 00:34:41,329 - Doesn't matter. New York. 716 00:34:41,329 --> 00:34:42,663 - You must go to her. 717 00:34:42,663 --> 00:34:44,290 (Danny scoffs) - No. 718 00:34:44,290 --> 00:34:46,334 - Oh, if it's the money, if it's the money, I can help- 719 00:34:46,334 --> 00:34:49,003 - No, stop it, I'm not taking money from you. 720 00:34:49,003 --> 00:34:51,005 - We can use my air miles and- 721 00:34:51,005 --> 00:34:52,340 - Air miles. - And it won't cost anything. 722 00:34:52,340 --> 00:34:53,174 - Lila. 723 00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:58,346 - Danny, I'm a mother. 724 00:34:59,680 --> 00:35:01,349 Please let me help you. 725 00:35:06,687 --> 00:35:10,358 - She would disappear on us to hook up with guys 726 00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:12,193 or go looking for drugs. 727 00:35:12,193 --> 00:35:14,028 It didn't matter how young we were. 728 00:35:15,196 --> 00:35:17,532 We would wake up and she'd just be gone. 729 00:35:17,532 --> 00:35:20,159 One time, I must have been like nine years old, 730 00:35:20,159 --> 00:35:21,702 and she was gone for days. 731 00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:25,540 So Sabrina and I went looking. 732 00:35:25,540 --> 00:35:26,874 I knew this guy she hooked up with a lot. 733 00:35:26,874 --> 00:35:29,669 I knew where he lived, so I went to his house. 734 00:35:29,669 --> 00:35:31,379 My mother answered the door. 735 00:35:31,379 --> 00:35:32,713 She started screaming at me. 736 00:35:32,713 --> 00:35:34,215 Why was I always causing trouble? 737 00:35:34,215 --> 00:35:36,384 Why couldn't I just leave her the fuck alone? 738 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,720 It was winter, it was freezing out. 739 00:35:39,720 --> 00:35:41,848 But I stood outside and I waited for her. 740 00:35:43,057 --> 00:35:44,684 People would walk by, ask me if I was okay. 741 00:35:44,684 --> 00:35:45,893 "No I'm all right. 742 00:35:45,893 --> 00:35:46,894 My mom's just inside. She's visiting friend. 743 00:35:46,894 --> 00:35:48,229 She'll be out in a minute." 744 00:35:49,856 --> 00:35:52,400 I was just happy to find her alive, 745 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:53,568 to be honest with you. 746 00:35:57,572 --> 00:35:59,407 You may be a mother, Lila, 747 00:35:59,407 --> 00:36:02,243 but there's no mother in this story. 748 00:36:02,243 --> 00:36:04,579 There's no role for you to play. 749 00:36:04,579 --> 00:36:06,581 I'm homeless, all right? 750 00:36:07,415 --> 00:36:09,750 I have no money, I'm a failure. 751 00:36:10,585 --> 00:36:13,087 This, this is all I have, okay? 752 00:36:13,087 --> 00:36:14,589 I don't nail this, put a bullet in me. 753 00:36:14,589 --> 00:36:15,423 I'm done. 754 00:36:16,591 --> 00:36:17,925 I don't need this, all right? 755 00:36:17,925 --> 00:36:19,760 I can take it from here. Thank you for your help. 756 00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:20,553 Please. 757 00:36:24,599 --> 00:36:25,433 - I understand. 758 00:36:26,767 --> 00:36:27,602 Good luck, Danny. 759 00:36:41,449 --> 00:36:43,618 - I gotta do this. 760 00:36:43,618 --> 00:36:46,287 (timer ticking) 761 00:37:12,313 --> 00:37:15,107 (skillet thuds) (Danny grunts) 762 00:37:15,107 --> 00:37:17,818 (Danny grunting) 763 00:37:24,450 --> 00:37:25,284 (Ilana gasps) 764 00:37:25,284 --> 00:37:26,827 - Oh God, Danny. 765 00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:27,995 What... 766 00:37:27,995 --> 00:37:29,330 Somebody's boyfriend kicked your ass? 767 00:37:29,330 --> 00:37:30,831 Jesus, what- - Shh, shh. 768 00:37:30,831 --> 00:37:33,000 I'm in pain, it's perfect. 769 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,835 You remember to bring the makeup? 770 00:37:34,835 --> 00:37:35,836 - Yeah. - Okay, good. 771 00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:37,004 - I got it. 772 00:37:37,004 --> 00:37:37,838 - Let's do this. 773 00:37:39,006 --> 00:37:41,133 - Such an idiot. 774 00:37:41,133 --> 00:37:46,138 Oof. (Danny wincing) 775 00:37:48,683 --> 00:37:49,850 - Oh. - Sorry. 776 00:37:53,854 --> 00:37:55,523 Oh, this is covering up nicely. 777 00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:59,527 - Three years I was the hot shot. 778 00:37:59,527 --> 00:38:00,861 I'm gonna be honest with you 779 00:38:02,029 --> 00:38:03,698 and I'm gonna tell you the truth. 780 00:38:08,869 --> 00:38:12,331 I've been selfish and self-absorbed. 781 00:38:12,331 --> 00:38:13,541 - [Ilana] No. 782 00:38:13,541 --> 00:38:16,043 - Because of everything that I've been through, 783 00:38:17,211 --> 00:38:20,047 I guess, like, I felt like it gave me license 784 00:38:20,047 --> 00:38:24,385 to always put me first, only care about the next fuck. 785 00:38:24,385 --> 00:38:25,219 - [Ilana] That's not true. 786 00:38:25,219 --> 00:38:26,220 - It is. 787 00:38:27,555 --> 00:38:29,724 For years, I was the hot shot. 788 00:38:29,724 --> 00:38:31,392 The guy that was going places, 789 00:38:31,392 --> 00:38:33,394 the one everyone wanted to be. 790 00:38:34,729 --> 00:38:35,563 Everyone... 791 00:38:37,565 --> 00:38:38,399 But me. 792 00:38:40,401 --> 00:38:44,405 Now I finally know who I am, you know? 793 00:38:44,405 --> 00:38:48,409 And she reappears outta nowhere just to hold me back. 794 00:38:49,744 --> 00:38:50,745 (Danny chuckles) 795 00:38:50,745 --> 00:38:51,871 Like she always did it. 796 00:38:54,749 --> 00:38:57,209 - What are you gonna do now, Dr. Rodriguez? 797 00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:01,922 - I'm gonna go back in there 798 00:39:01,922 --> 00:39:04,592 and I'm gonna stay until she wakes 799 00:39:04,592 --> 00:39:06,218 and I'm gonna make things right. 800 00:39:09,930 --> 00:39:11,891 - Nailed it. (Danny chuckles) 801 00:39:11,891 --> 00:39:12,767 - Feels good. 802 00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:14,935 - Oh. I'm proud of you, Danny. 803 00:39:14,935 --> 00:39:16,437 - Thank you. 804 00:39:16,437 --> 00:39:18,105 - Seriously, that was so terrific. 805 00:39:18,105 --> 00:39:18,939 - Oh, come on. 806 00:39:22,401 --> 00:39:23,944 - Why do you smell like Ajax? 807 00:39:23,944 --> 00:39:25,946 - It's Dawn. 808 00:39:25,946 --> 00:39:28,407 - [Phyllis] I've got a good feeling about this one, pal. 809 00:39:28,407 --> 00:39:30,117 Sending it to them right now. 810 00:39:30,117 --> 00:39:32,286 - Thank you, Phyllis. Thank you for everything. 811 00:39:32,286 --> 00:39:33,788 - [Phyllis] Talk soon, Danny. 812 00:39:33,788 --> 00:39:35,081 - Bye. 813 00:39:35,081 --> 00:39:36,791 (Ilana chuckles) 814 00:39:36,791 --> 00:39:38,417 Oh my God. Ugh. 815 00:39:38,417 --> 00:39:40,461 (Ilana sighs) (Danny sighs) 816 00:39:40,461 --> 00:39:42,129 I just wanna, I wanna book this 817 00:39:42,129 --> 00:39:43,464 and I wanna call Eddy and tell him 818 00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:45,591 that I turned everything around. 819 00:39:45,591 --> 00:39:46,967 I want him to believe in me again. 820 00:39:46,967 --> 00:39:47,802 - Totally. 821 00:39:47,802 --> 00:39:49,470 - Hm. 822 00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:51,472 How are you? How are things with Avi? 823 00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:52,973 - Things are great. 824 00:39:52,973 --> 00:39:54,475 (Ilana gasps) 825 00:39:54,475 --> 00:39:56,477 I actually have some exciting career news of my own. 826 00:39:56,477 --> 00:39:57,978 - Go on. 827 00:39:57,978 --> 00:39:59,605 - I booked a callback for the Brady Bunch revival on Hulu. 828 00:39:59,605 --> 00:40:00,981 - Oh my God. 829 00:40:00,981 --> 00:40:02,316 - It's just like the original series 830 00:40:02,316 --> 00:40:03,818 except Alice is undocumented 831 00:40:03,818 --> 00:40:05,986 and Bobby has gender identity issues. 832 00:40:05,986 --> 00:40:07,822 - That is so great. Who are you reading for? 833 00:40:07,822 --> 00:40:09,657 - Carol's ex-wife. 834 00:40:09,657 --> 00:40:12,159 Ah! (Ilana chuckles) 835 00:40:12,159 --> 00:40:13,828 (timer ringing) 836 00:40:13,828 --> 00:40:17,665 - I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 837 00:40:17,665 --> 00:40:22,670 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 838 00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:27,633 (toilet flushes) (Danny sighs) 839 00:40:27,633 --> 00:40:29,635 So grateful as I book this pilot. 840 00:40:29,635 --> 00:40:30,678 I'm so grateful- - What? 841 00:40:30,678 --> 00:40:31,971 - As I book this pilot. 842 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:34,306 I'm so grateful as I book this pilot. 843 00:40:34,306 --> 00:40:35,015 I'm so... 844 00:40:41,021 --> 00:40:43,816 (phone ringing) 845 00:40:48,863 --> 00:40:50,030 Hello? 846 00:40:50,030 --> 00:40:52,199 - [Phyllis] I have one question for you, buddy. 847 00:40:52,199 --> 00:40:54,535 What is the almost cast, soon to be star 848 00:40:54,535 --> 00:40:56,162 of the hot, new Shonda Rhimes 849 00:40:56,162 --> 00:40:58,164 Netflix series want for dinner? 850 00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:59,874 Because I'm taking you out. 851 00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:01,542 - Oh my God, I'm pinned? 852 00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:02,877 - [Phyllis] You're pinned, boo. 853 00:41:02,877 --> 00:41:04,378 - Well when will we know for sure? 854 00:41:04,378 --> 00:41:06,547 - [Phyllis] Soon, maybe even by the time I see you tonight. 855 00:41:06,547 --> 00:41:10,050 I'm gonna take you to some place real expensive looking. 856 00:41:10,050 --> 00:41:11,385 Picking you up at six. 857 00:41:11,385 --> 00:41:14,346 Give Jane your address and make her repeat it back to you. 858 00:41:14,346 --> 00:41:16,056 She's a fuckin' moron. 859 00:41:16,056 --> 00:41:16,891 - Okay. 860 00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:18,058 (line drops) 861 00:41:18,058 --> 00:41:19,393 (Danny sighs) 862 00:41:19,393 --> 00:41:21,896 (Danny laughs) 863 00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:24,565 - So I had a really great time, papi. 864 00:41:24,565 --> 00:41:25,733 - Yeah. 865 00:41:25,733 --> 00:41:27,067 - And you know, I could tell you did, too, 866 00:41:27,067 --> 00:41:28,235 so you know, when are we gonna hang again? 867 00:41:28,235 --> 00:41:29,570 You know, 'cause your cock is incredible. 868 00:41:29,570 --> 00:41:31,071 - Thanks. Five stars on Yelp. 869 00:41:31,071 --> 00:41:31,906 Don't forget. 870 00:41:34,408 --> 00:41:35,242 Dale. 871 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:43,250 (phone line trilling) 872 00:41:55,262 --> 00:41:56,096 Please don't hang up. 873 00:41:56,096 --> 00:41:56,764 I got great news. 874 00:41:58,098 --> 00:41:59,266 (Eddy scoffs) 875 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:00,267 - [Eddy] What is it? 876 00:42:01,936 --> 00:42:04,730 - I'm pinned for the new Shonda Rhimes pilot. 877 00:42:04,730 --> 00:42:06,941 It's a series regular. It's the lead. 878 00:42:08,943 --> 00:42:10,444 I finally got my shit together. 879 00:42:11,445 --> 00:42:12,947 - [Eddy] I'm so happy for you. 880 00:42:16,283 --> 00:42:19,787 - Eddy, I'm so sorry for everything that I put you through, 881 00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:22,122 but I wanna celebrate with you. 882 00:42:22,122 --> 00:42:23,916 Will you come to me, baby, please? 883 00:42:28,462 --> 00:42:31,257 I am so grateful as I book this pilot. 884 00:42:31,257 --> 00:42:33,300 So grateful as I book this pilot. 885 00:42:33,300 --> 00:42:38,305 I'm so- (phone buzzing) 886 00:42:56,156 --> 00:42:58,826 So there's liquor and mixers if you wanna drink. 887 00:42:58,826 --> 00:43:01,829 Tony left the place pretty empty, but the bar is stocked. 888 00:43:02,663 --> 00:43:03,497 - I'm good. 889 00:43:05,833 --> 00:43:07,459 - There's no real food. 890 00:43:07,459 --> 00:43:08,669 There's some leftover Chinese 891 00:43:08,669 --> 00:43:09,670 that Raven brought over the other night. 892 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:11,797 I can microwave it for us. 893 00:43:11,797 --> 00:43:13,007 - I can't hang for long. 894 00:43:14,675 --> 00:43:16,302 - You got plans? 895 00:43:16,302 --> 00:43:17,511 - Mm-hm. 896 00:43:17,511 --> 00:43:20,014 - Work, you gotta teach a yoga class? 897 00:43:21,307 --> 00:43:22,141 - Mm-mm. 898 00:43:23,809 --> 00:43:26,020 - What, you got somewhere to be? 899 00:43:26,020 --> 00:43:26,854 - Mm-hm. 900 00:43:28,188 --> 00:43:31,692 - With the guy that Ilana and Avi saw you with? 901 00:43:31,692 --> 00:43:33,819 - This place is beautiful, man. 902 00:43:33,819 --> 00:43:35,863 - With the guy that Ilana and Avi caught you with, right? 903 00:43:35,863 --> 00:43:37,323 That guy? 904 00:43:37,323 --> 00:43:38,699 - Tell me about the series. 905 00:43:40,826 --> 00:43:42,328 - Okay. 906 00:43:42,328 --> 00:43:45,539 So I play a surgeon whose mother is a drug addict 907 00:43:45,539 --> 00:43:47,374 and a lesbian and she gets brought into the ER 908 00:43:47,374 --> 00:43:50,044 with an overdose, so I gotta try to save her life. 909 00:43:50,044 --> 00:43:51,712 - Wow. Wow, okay. 910 00:43:51,712 --> 00:43:52,880 - Get this, get this. 911 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:54,548 I'm transgender. 912 00:43:54,548 --> 00:43:56,675 About to have the surgery, male to female. 913 00:43:58,886 --> 00:43:59,887 - That's ironic. 914 00:44:00,888 --> 00:44:01,722 - What? 915 00:44:03,223 --> 00:44:06,226 - That you're playing a transgender individual. 916 00:44:07,394 --> 00:44:09,563 You were always pretty transphobic, dude. 917 00:44:10,522 --> 00:44:12,066 (Danny scoffs) - Me? 918 00:44:12,066 --> 00:44:13,400 No way. What? 919 00:44:13,400 --> 00:44:16,236 No. - Yes way, actually. 920 00:44:16,236 --> 00:44:17,571 - Uh, not at all. 921 00:44:17,571 --> 00:44:20,074 I think they are so brave, 922 00:44:20,074 --> 00:44:21,575 plus they're so in right now, 923 00:44:21,575 --> 00:44:23,577 so it's got like awards potential for me and shit. 924 00:44:23,577 --> 00:44:24,870 - You won't be winning on any awards 925 00:44:24,870 --> 00:44:26,914 for self-awareness, that's for fucking sure. 926 00:44:28,415 --> 00:44:29,249 - Eddy. 927 00:44:32,252 --> 00:44:33,087 What'd I do? 928 00:44:39,093 --> 00:44:41,220 (Danny sobbing) 929 00:44:41,220 --> 00:44:43,055 Please don't leave me. 930 00:44:45,057 --> 00:44:45,891 Don't go. 931 00:44:46,725 --> 00:44:48,936 I don't know what to do. 932 00:44:48,936 --> 00:44:49,895 I love you. 933 00:44:51,939 --> 00:44:55,067 (Danny sobbing) 934 00:44:55,067 --> 00:44:55,901 I'm sorry. 935 00:44:59,279 --> 00:45:01,949 (Danny sobbing) 936 00:45:09,289 --> 00:45:14,294 (kisses smacking) (Danny sobbing) 937 00:45:29,810 --> 00:45:34,815 (heavy breathing) (kisses smacking) 938 00:45:39,486 --> 00:45:41,655 - Danny? - Yeah, baby? 939 00:45:41,655 --> 00:45:42,781 - You're not hard. 940 00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:48,120 - This has never happened to me before. 941 00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:50,956 And things were finally starting to go well again. 942 00:45:50,956 --> 00:45:52,166 - It doesn't matter. 943 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:54,835 - I'm a top. It matters. 944 00:45:56,670 --> 00:45:59,673 Wait, you mean that the important thing 945 00:45:59,673 --> 00:46:01,008 is that you're here with me? 946 00:46:01,008 --> 00:46:02,009 That's what matters? 947 00:46:02,843 --> 00:46:04,011 - I mean, I don't really care 948 00:46:04,011 --> 00:46:05,846 that you can't fuck me right now. 949 00:46:05,846 --> 00:46:07,514 You're not that good in bed. 950 00:46:09,475 --> 00:46:10,684 (Danny scoffs) 951 00:46:10,684 --> 00:46:12,352 I've had better sex. 952 00:46:12,352 --> 00:46:14,855 - We had sex all the time. I fucked you constantly. 953 00:46:14,855 --> 00:46:16,523 You love my dick. 954 00:46:16,523 --> 00:46:19,526 - I liked having sex with you because I loved you. 955 00:46:19,526 --> 00:46:23,655 But you're lazy in bed. You coast off your dick. 956 00:46:23,655 --> 00:46:26,033 (Danny scoffs) 957 00:46:26,033 --> 00:46:28,827 You're a good kisser, I like the way you hold me. 958 00:46:28,827 --> 00:46:31,038 You know, you have a great body- 959 00:46:31,038 --> 00:46:32,873 - Hey, okay, every guy I've ever fucked 960 00:46:32,873 --> 00:46:34,708 has hit me up and begged me to come back. 961 00:46:34,708 --> 00:46:36,210 All right, you wanna see my phone? 962 00:46:36,210 --> 00:46:38,545 You wanna see how many guys are hittin' me up 24/7? 963 00:46:39,505 --> 00:46:40,339 - I've seen. 964 00:46:44,384 --> 00:46:45,511 - That's not what I... 965 00:46:46,386 --> 00:46:47,221 Eddy. 966 00:46:51,225 --> 00:46:52,226 Where are you going? 967 00:46:53,727 --> 00:46:54,686 - To get some dick. 968 00:46:55,896 --> 00:46:58,899 (Danny sighs) 969 00:46:58,899 --> 00:46:59,691 - Fuck! 970 00:47:01,235 --> 00:47:03,570 (door slams) 971 00:47:04,905 --> 00:47:07,741 (birds chirping) 972 00:47:18,585 --> 00:47:21,421 (doorbell chimes) 973 00:47:29,930 --> 00:47:32,766 - Swanky, swanky. 974 00:47:32,766 --> 00:47:35,227 I see somebody saved their residuals 975 00:47:35,227 --> 00:47:38,105 from their big stint on SVU. (Danny laughs) 976 00:47:38,105 --> 00:47:38,939 - I wish I had. 977 00:47:38,939 --> 00:47:40,232 I spent all that money on blow 978 00:47:40,232 --> 00:47:41,775 and tricking up in Miami for the summer. 979 00:47:41,775 --> 00:47:43,902 - At least you didn't waste it. 980 00:47:43,902 --> 00:47:45,612 - Hey, I know you're driving, 981 00:47:45,612 --> 00:47:47,614 but you want a drink? - Oh, no. 982 00:47:47,614 --> 00:47:49,283 God forbid the po-po pulled me over 983 00:47:49,283 --> 00:47:51,618 and hit me up with a breathalyzer again, 984 00:47:51,618 --> 00:47:53,579 spread eagle in a cheap car. 985 00:47:54,621 --> 00:47:55,622 Let's stick with this. 986 00:47:57,583 --> 00:47:58,792 - I'm in. 987 00:47:58,792 --> 00:47:59,626 (Danny chuckles) 988 00:47:59,626 --> 00:48:00,460 Let's do it. 989 00:48:01,795 --> 00:48:04,923 Let's do it. (Danny and Phyllis laugh) 990 00:48:04,923 --> 00:48:06,633 (Phyllis snorts) (Phyllis sighs) 991 00:48:06,633 --> 00:48:09,469 This is great shit. 992 00:48:09,469 --> 00:48:11,638 - My guy Jacob's the best. 993 00:48:11,638 --> 00:48:12,806 Here's his card. 994 00:48:12,806 --> 00:48:13,640 - Oh. 995 00:48:14,808 --> 00:48:19,271 You know, Phyllis, after I book this series, 996 00:48:19,271 --> 00:48:21,982 I wanna make some changes in my life. 997 00:48:21,982 --> 00:48:25,152 - Just don't go into recovery. It makes people boring. 998 00:48:25,152 --> 00:48:27,821 - Well, I wanna start to give back, you know? 999 00:48:27,821 --> 00:48:32,159 I wanna do stuff for the trans community, the environment. 1000 00:48:32,159 --> 00:48:33,994 - Can I just say something? 1001 00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:36,830 And it's not like I'm a Trump supporter or anything. 1002 00:48:36,830 --> 00:48:38,832 Well, what's so bad about global warming? 1003 00:48:40,292 --> 00:48:42,794 I mean, who the fuck doesn't like warm weather? 1004 00:48:42,794 --> 00:48:44,963 Have you ever been to Palm Springs? 1005 00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:46,506 Everybody's happy. 1006 00:48:46,506 --> 00:48:49,176 Those queens, they're just grinnin' from ear to ear. 1007 00:48:49,176 --> 00:48:51,011 I mean they're old, but they're happy. 1008 00:48:51,011 --> 00:48:52,471 I mean, think about it. 1009 00:48:52,471 --> 00:48:54,181 Have you ever met anybody in your life 1010 00:48:54,181 --> 00:48:55,807 that woke up and said, 1011 00:48:55,807 --> 00:48:58,518 "Geez, I wish it was fuckin' freezing balls out today," 1012 00:48:58,518 --> 00:49:00,354 because I haven't, and I know everybody 1013 00:49:00,354 --> 00:49:02,689 that's worth knowing, believe me. 1014 00:49:02,689 --> 00:49:05,359 (Phyllis snorts) 1015 00:49:07,152 --> 00:49:10,364 - I want this series to start a new chapter for me. 1016 00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:13,533 I gotta grow up, Phyllis. 1017 00:49:16,328 --> 00:49:18,163 - Danny, you didn't get the pilot. 1018 00:49:19,373 --> 00:49:21,208 I got the call on my way over here. 1019 00:49:22,709 --> 00:49:24,711 They just decided it was more appropriate 1020 00:49:24,711 --> 00:49:27,673 to go with an actual trans performer. 1021 00:49:27,673 --> 00:49:29,216 Look, it's nothing personal. 1022 00:49:29,216 --> 00:49:32,052 It's just everything about you is wrong. 1023 00:49:41,895 --> 00:49:44,564 - Okay, um... 1024 00:49:44,564 --> 00:49:48,402 Well the good thing is I'm starting 1025 00:49:48,402 --> 00:49:50,237 to get my heat back, right? 1026 00:49:50,237 --> 00:49:53,240 So I'm feeling momentum again. 1027 00:49:53,240 --> 00:49:55,742 Maybe at dinner tonight, we can strategize 1028 00:49:55,742 --> 00:49:57,869 about how to build on this, right? 1029 00:49:57,869 --> 00:50:00,914 It was, I mean I was pinned, so it was close. 1030 00:50:02,582 --> 00:50:03,417 Phyllis? 1031 00:50:13,927 --> 00:50:15,429 - Danny, we're dropping you as a client. 1032 00:50:15,429 --> 00:50:16,763 You're just not booking. 1033 00:50:19,599 --> 00:50:22,269 Look, it's not me. I love you. 1034 00:50:22,269 --> 00:50:24,563 It's those assholes down at the agency. 1035 00:50:26,106 --> 00:50:28,400 They just don't see what I see. What can I do? 1036 00:50:32,279 --> 00:50:33,947 - But it's your agency. You own it. 1037 00:50:36,575 --> 00:50:38,285 - You ever wonder why there's so many 1038 00:50:38,285 --> 00:50:40,954 assholes on the face of this earth? 1039 00:50:40,954 --> 00:50:43,081 Because there are assholes everywhere. 1040 00:50:44,291 --> 00:50:47,127 Like today I was driving down Laurel Canyon 1041 00:50:47,127 --> 00:50:49,796 on my way to see you and I got stuck at a light 1042 00:50:49,796 --> 00:50:53,759 behind one of those transport vans for disabled people. 1043 00:50:53,759 --> 00:50:55,302 You know what I'm talking about? 1044 00:50:57,637 --> 00:51:00,599 And let me tell you, these disabled people, 1045 00:51:00,599 --> 00:51:04,478 they took their sweet fuckin' time gettin' on that van. 1046 00:51:04,478 --> 00:51:05,645 I mean, you would've thought 1047 00:51:05,645 --> 00:51:07,939 that the whole world revolved around them. 1048 00:51:07,939 --> 00:51:10,609 They could give a shit about anybody else. 1049 00:51:10,609 --> 00:51:12,486 What a bunch of assholes. 1050 00:51:13,653 --> 00:51:17,491 So there I am, stuck behind that fucking van, 1051 00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:21,787 unable to get past, but that's when I got the call 1052 00:51:21,787 --> 00:51:23,330 that you didn't get the pilot. 1053 00:51:23,330 --> 00:51:26,166 And I was like, wow. 1054 00:51:26,166 --> 00:51:29,503 Well now I have time to cancel my dinner reservations 1055 00:51:29,503 --> 00:51:33,173 and make plans with one of my working clients. 1056 00:51:33,173 --> 00:51:37,469 So you see, Danny, those disabled people, 1057 00:51:37,469 --> 00:51:40,680 they were fuckin' assholes, but they served a purpose. 1058 00:51:42,182 --> 00:51:45,685 And it's the same thing down at my agency. 1059 00:51:47,187 --> 00:51:50,357 Each and every person that works for me is an asshole. 1060 00:51:50,357 --> 00:51:52,025 You've been down at the agency. 1061 00:51:52,025 --> 00:51:53,527 Haven't you ever been in that office 1062 00:51:53,527 --> 00:51:57,197 and thought, wow, these people are really assholes. 1063 00:51:57,197 --> 00:52:00,367 But here's the thing, that's why I hired them. 1064 00:52:00,367 --> 00:52:02,536 Because now I can sit here with you, 1065 00:52:02,536 --> 00:52:05,038 my very dear and good friend, 1066 00:52:05,038 --> 00:52:08,834 and I can say, Danny, I'm sorry. 1067 00:52:08,834 --> 00:52:10,669 The assholes down at the agency 1068 00:52:10,669 --> 00:52:12,546 are insisting that I let you go. 1069 00:52:12,546 --> 00:52:15,382 What can I do? They're assholes. 1070 00:52:16,550 --> 00:52:19,344 But without them there to hide behind, 1071 00:52:19,344 --> 00:52:21,721 I'd be the one dropping you. 1072 00:52:21,721 --> 00:52:25,392 I'd be the asshole. And I'm not an asshole, Danny. 1073 00:52:26,726 --> 00:52:27,727 I'm your friend. 1074 00:52:34,526 --> 00:52:36,903 You're gonna turn this around. 1075 00:52:36,903 --> 00:52:37,737 You will. 1076 00:52:39,030 --> 00:52:41,908 You've got that star quality. (Danny scoffs) 1077 00:52:41,908 --> 00:52:43,577 And when things swing back your way 1078 00:52:43,577 --> 00:52:45,412 and you land that perfect role 1079 00:52:46,413 --> 00:52:48,248 and you step up to that podium 1080 00:52:48,248 --> 00:52:53,253 to collect your Golden Globe or SAG Award or Oscar, 1081 00:52:55,255 --> 00:52:59,593 I want you to know that when you turn around, 1082 00:52:59,593 --> 00:53:02,762 there I'll be, right beside you, 1083 00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:05,932 acting like I was there the whole time. 1084 00:53:07,934 --> 00:53:11,563 In this town, Danny, that's the closest thing 1085 00:53:11,563 --> 00:53:13,773 to true friendship as you can get. 1086 00:53:15,775 --> 00:53:17,944 So you hang in there, sunshine. 1087 00:53:30,957 --> 00:53:35,962 (Danny sobbing) (phone ringing) 1088 00:53:37,756 --> 00:53:39,633 (answering machines beeps) 1089 00:53:39,633 --> 00:53:42,135 - Danny, she's dead. 1090 00:53:51,311 --> 00:53:53,438 Why did you make me go through this alone? 1091 00:53:58,985 --> 00:54:02,322 (Sabrina sobbing) 1092 00:54:02,322 --> 00:54:04,991 (Danny sobbing) 1093 00:54:15,835 --> 00:54:18,838 (knocking on door) 1094 00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:21,675 - Oh. 1095 00:54:22,509 --> 00:54:23,510 Hello, Danny. 1096 00:54:24,511 --> 00:54:25,512 How are you? 1097 00:54:28,181 --> 00:54:30,517 - I never wanted to succeed for me. 1098 00:54:32,185 --> 00:54:34,187 It was always for her. 1099 00:54:36,022 --> 00:54:36,856 - Your mom? 1100 00:54:38,191 --> 00:54:39,025 - No, my sister. 1101 00:54:42,654 --> 00:54:45,198 I don't think I ever made anyone happy. 1102 00:54:45,198 --> 00:54:47,158 Not her, not Eddy. 1103 00:54:48,368 --> 00:54:49,202 No one. 1104 00:54:54,499 --> 00:54:58,211 - I had to put him in a rehab facility. 1105 00:54:59,671 --> 00:55:04,050 It was the third try, but he ran away with his girlfriend 1106 00:55:05,385 --> 00:55:09,055 and they ended up in some seedy hotel outside Los Angeles. 1107 00:55:10,515 --> 00:55:13,351 And of course the first thing they did 1108 00:55:13,351 --> 00:55:14,853 was score some heroin. 1109 00:55:16,396 --> 00:55:17,397 She shot him up. 1110 00:55:18,565 --> 00:55:22,694 He was only 19, but he was already so sick 1111 00:55:22,694 --> 00:55:24,571 and his body couldn't handle it. 1112 00:55:25,864 --> 00:55:29,034 He began to choke on his own vomit 1113 00:55:29,034 --> 00:55:30,910 and then he began to have convulsions. 1114 00:55:31,911 --> 00:55:34,080 And she panicked, then she fled. 1115 00:55:36,082 --> 00:55:39,878 You know, sometimes I struggle to recall 1116 00:55:39,878 --> 00:55:41,421 the sound of his voice. 1117 00:55:42,756 --> 00:55:44,924 So many years have passed. 1118 00:55:46,259 --> 00:55:47,927 (Lila sighs) 1119 00:55:47,927 --> 00:55:52,057 Some days, I think I've forgotten it for good and I panic. 1120 00:55:52,057 --> 00:55:56,770 And then suddenly I can hear it in the distance 1121 00:55:56,770 --> 00:55:58,772 and it brings me such relief. 1122 00:56:00,106 --> 00:56:01,566 But I know the day will come 1123 00:56:02,609 --> 00:56:04,569 when I will have forgotten it for good 1124 00:56:05,779 --> 00:56:09,449 and then all I will have left is the guilt. 1125 00:56:10,950 --> 00:56:15,955 My son died choking on his own vomit on a motel room floor. 1126 00:56:19,459 --> 00:56:21,127 No one was there to hold him. 1127 00:56:22,462 --> 00:56:23,963 He left this world alone. 1128 00:56:26,132 --> 00:56:29,094 "The moment we ceased to hold each other, 1129 00:56:30,261 --> 00:56:33,640 the sea engulfs us and the light goes out." 1130 00:56:35,475 --> 00:56:36,476 James Baldwin. 1131 00:56:38,478 --> 00:56:40,647 Donnell's favorite American writer. 1132 00:56:43,483 --> 00:56:45,777 Go to her funeral, Danny. 1133 00:56:45,777 --> 00:56:48,613 Don't let her leave this world alone. 1134 00:56:50,156 --> 00:56:54,160 You've hit bottom and that's a terrible thing, 1135 00:56:55,161 --> 00:56:57,664 but it's also a good thing. 1136 00:56:57,664 --> 00:56:59,624 Things can only get better from here. 1137 00:57:00,667 --> 00:57:01,668 - No. 1138 00:57:01,668 --> 00:57:03,169 It can get worse, I've learned. 1139 00:57:05,130 --> 00:57:07,173 (Lila sighs) 1140 00:57:07,173 --> 00:57:10,844 - I have to show a house in the Palisades. 1141 00:57:10,844 --> 00:57:13,012 Can I come back later and take you out to dinner 1142 00:57:13,012 --> 00:57:14,180 and we can talk? 1143 00:57:14,180 --> 00:57:15,515 (Lila shouts) 1144 00:57:15,515 --> 00:57:17,183 - Give up on me, lady. 1145 00:57:25,525 --> 00:57:26,526 - You're right. 1146 00:57:28,027 --> 00:57:29,696 You haven't hit bottom. 1147 00:57:30,864 --> 00:57:32,866 You're still a self-absorbed shit! 1148 00:57:35,368 --> 00:57:38,496 - You couldn't even save your own son, Lila. 1149 00:57:38,496 --> 00:57:40,165 And you can't save me. 1150 00:57:49,883 --> 00:57:52,385 (Lila sobbing) 1151 00:58:13,406 --> 00:58:15,909 (door closes) 1152 00:58:19,245 --> 00:58:21,915 (phone ringing) 1153 00:58:24,918 --> 00:58:25,752 (answering machine beeps) 1154 00:58:25,752 --> 00:58:27,086 - [Jane] Hello, Danny. 1155 00:58:27,086 --> 00:58:30,757 This is Jane from the Phyllis Osgard Talent Agency. 1156 00:58:30,757 --> 00:58:32,091 I have great news. 1157 00:58:33,426 --> 00:58:36,095 Shonda Rhimes wants you after all. 1158 00:58:36,095 --> 00:58:39,265 The actor they offered the role to dropped out. 1159 00:58:39,265 --> 00:58:40,725 - Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God. 1160 00:58:40,725 --> 00:58:42,101 - [Jane] Hey Danny. 1161 00:58:42,101 --> 00:58:44,270 The actor they offered the role to dropped out. 1162 00:58:44,270 --> 00:58:45,605 She booked the second lead 1163 00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:48,441 in the new "Howard the Duck" reboot at Sony. 1164 00:58:48,441 --> 00:58:49,442 - Great. 1165 00:58:49,442 --> 00:58:50,944 - [Jane] So you're in? 1166 00:58:50,944 --> 00:58:53,279 You need to meet Shonda ASAP. 1167 00:58:53,279 --> 00:58:56,616 How soon can you get to the Shondaland offices? 1168 00:58:56,616 --> 00:58:58,785 - Um, gimme like 45 minutes. 1169 00:58:58,785 --> 00:59:01,120 - Great. I'll email you the drive on. 1170 00:59:02,288 --> 00:59:04,123 - I'm so happy. I love you, Jane. 1171 00:59:04,123 --> 00:59:06,459 - [Jane] We love you too, Danny. 1172 00:59:06,459 --> 00:59:07,752 And Phyllis wanted to let you know, 1173 00:59:07,752 --> 00:59:08,962 we take the commission on this, 1174 00:59:08,962 --> 00:59:10,296 having dropped you not withstanding. 1175 00:59:10,296 --> 00:59:11,256 - Sure thing. 1176 00:59:11,256 --> 00:59:12,465 - [Jane] Bye Danny. 1177 00:59:12,465 --> 00:59:16,469 - Bye. 1178 00:59:16,469 --> 00:59:21,474 (shower water pattering) (Danny humming) 1179 00:59:53,339 --> 00:59:54,674 - I'm a horrible person. 1180 00:59:56,009 --> 00:59:57,510 (punch thuds) (Danny grunts) 1181 00:59:57,510 --> 00:59:59,178 (phone ringing) 1182 00:59:59,178 --> 01:00:02,015 (punch thuds) 1183 01:00:02,015 --> 01:00:03,516 (answering machine beeps) 1184 01:00:03,516 --> 01:00:06,311 - [Phyllis] Hey superstar. So fucking proud of you. 1185 01:00:06,311 --> 01:00:08,688 Now you can show these asshole down at the agency 1186 01:00:08,688 --> 01:00:09,856 what you're capable of. 1187 01:00:11,024 --> 01:00:13,693 (punch thuds) (Danny grunts) 1188 01:00:13,693 --> 01:00:16,529 (shrill ringing) 1189 01:00:23,536 --> 01:00:26,205 (soft tinkling) 1190 01:00:31,210 --> 01:00:36,215 (phone ringing) (Danny coughing) 1191 01:00:39,886 --> 01:00:41,679 (answering machine beeps) 1192 01:00:41,679 --> 01:00:44,390 - [Jane] Hello, Danny, it's Jane. 1193 01:00:44,390 --> 01:00:48,394 Aunt Phyllis can't believe you bailed on Shonda Rhimes. 1194 01:00:48,394 --> 01:00:50,063 You blew this, Danny. 1195 01:00:50,063 --> 01:00:52,565 She said to tell you we're dropping you again 1196 01:00:54,567 --> 01:00:57,028 and you should no longer consider her your friend. 1197 01:00:58,738 --> 01:01:00,406 (Danny grunts) 1198 01:01:00,406 --> 01:01:03,076 (Danny panting) 1199 01:01:04,577 --> 01:01:07,413 (Danny coughing) 1200 01:01:37,610 --> 01:01:40,238 (Danny grunts) 1201 01:01:52,625 --> 01:01:54,460 - [Answering Machine] The service you are attempting to use 1202 01:01:54,460 --> 01:01:57,130 has been restricted or is unavailable. 1203 01:01:57,130 --> 01:02:00,299 Please contact customer care for assistance. 1204 01:02:00,299 --> 01:02:01,300 Message TX- 1205 01:02:02,260 --> 01:02:04,804 (Danny yells) 1206 01:02:12,311 --> 01:02:13,271 - [Jacob] Jacob J. 1207 01:02:15,481 --> 01:02:18,151 - [Danny] Phyllis Osgard gave me your number. 1208 01:02:18,151 --> 01:02:18,985 - [Jane] Okay? 1209 01:02:20,486 --> 01:02:22,155 - [Danny] I need a delivery. 1210 01:02:22,155 --> 01:02:23,823 - [Jane] Cash only. 1211 01:02:23,823 --> 01:02:27,160 (Danny scoffs) 1212 01:02:27,160 --> 01:02:30,663 (Danny breathing heavily) 1213 01:02:43,843 --> 01:02:46,679 (insects buzzing) 1214 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:08,367 (phone line trilling) 1215 01:03:14,540 --> 01:03:15,875 - Hey Eddy... 1216 01:03:18,377 --> 01:03:21,214 (insects buzzing) 1217 01:03:27,553 --> 01:03:28,888 - [Phone] Message deleted. 1218 01:03:33,851 --> 01:03:36,687 (doorbell chimes) 1219 01:03:37,563 --> 01:03:38,397 - It's open. 1220 01:03:40,233 --> 01:03:41,567 (doorbell chimes) 1221 01:03:41,567 --> 01:03:42,401 It's open! 1222 01:03:44,403 --> 01:03:47,240 (insects buzzing) 1223 01:04:03,089 --> 01:04:05,424 - You Danny? (Danny chuckles) 1224 01:04:05,424 --> 01:04:06,926 - One and only. 1225 01:04:06,926 --> 01:04:09,595 (Danny coughs) 1226 01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:12,098 - What happened to your face? 1227 01:04:13,432 --> 01:04:15,768 - Had a bad breakup. With life. 1228 01:04:15,768 --> 01:04:18,271 (Danny coughs) 1229 01:04:20,231 --> 01:04:21,607 - That supposed to be funny? 1230 01:04:28,447 --> 01:04:30,575 - I keep trying to move forward. 1231 01:04:30,575 --> 01:04:33,452 You know, taking steps, living the dream. 1232 01:04:34,912 --> 01:04:36,122 - [Jacob] I hear you, man. 1233 01:04:36,122 --> 01:04:37,290 - Just trying to get to where I want to be. 1234 01:04:37,290 --> 01:04:39,792 You know, so many times I thought this is it. 1235 01:04:41,127 --> 01:04:42,420 I'm gonna call my sister and I'm gonna say, 1236 01:04:42,420 --> 01:04:44,589 "I finally made it. 1237 01:04:44,589 --> 01:04:45,464 I've arrived. 1238 01:04:46,799 --> 01:04:48,134 I'm in Hollywood." 1239 01:04:49,260 --> 01:04:52,305 (Danny sucks teeth) 1240 01:04:52,305 --> 01:04:55,099 This is just too tough for me. 1241 01:04:55,099 --> 01:04:56,434 - [Jane] Well... 1242 01:04:57,643 --> 01:04:58,769 Life is tough. 1243 01:05:01,647 --> 01:05:02,481 - Yeah. 1244 01:05:05,651 --> 01:05:06,652 Yeah it is. 1245 01:05:08,154 --> 01:05:10,656 (soft music) 1246 01:05:15,828 --> 01:05:18,331 - [Jacob] Let me see your vein. 1247 01:05:38,184 --> 01:05:39,685 There you go. 1248 01:05:39,685 --> 01:05:41,020 Pump your fist. 1249 01:05:42,021 --> 01:05:42,855 Come on. 1250 01:05:45,691 --> 01:05:46,525 Okay. 1251 01:05:46,525 --> 01:05:47,526 That's good. 1252 01:05:49,987 --> 01:05:50,696 All right? 1253 01:05:54,367 --> 01:05:55,701 - Ow. 1254 01:05:55,701 --> 01:05:56,535 Ow. 1255 01:05:58,537 --> 01:05:59,830 - [Jacob] Nice. 1256 01:06:01,207 --> 01:06:02,041 - More. 1257 01:06:04,043 --> 01:06:04,877 Oh. 1258 01:06:06,879 --> 01:06:07,713 Oh, fuck. 1259 01:06:09,006 --> 01:06:12,551 (Danny breathing heavily) 1260 01:06:13,511 --> 01:06:15,554 - [Jacob] Can you let go? 1261 01:06:19,892 --> 01:06:21,894 - Wow, that's... 1262 01:06:21,894 --> 01:06:22,728 That's... 1263 01:06:24,522 --> 01:06:25,356 Yeah. 1264 01:06:27,233 --> 01:06:28,067 Yeah. 1265 01:06:29,193 --> 01:06:30,027 Wow. 1266 01:06:32,571 --> 01:06:34,407 - [Jacob] There you go. 1267 01:06:36,033 --> 01:06:37,910 - Hey, Jacob. 1268 01:06:41,914 --> 01:06:44,417 Thank you. 1269 01:06:44,417 --> 01:06:45,251 Really. 1270 01:06:46,585 --> 01:06:48,587 - You want me to lock the door behind me? 1271 01:06:50,589 --> 01:06:51,424 Danny? 1272 01:06:51,424 --> 01:06:53,092 Hey. (snaps fingers) 1273 01:06:53,092 --> 01:06:56,053 Over here, over here. (snapping fingers) 1274 01:06:56,053 --> 01:06:58,597 (Jacob whistles) 1275 01:06:58,597 --> 01:07:00,725 Do you want me to lock the door behind me? 1276 01:07:04,603 --> 01:07:05,438 All right. 1277 01:07:23,622 --> 01:07:24,790 - Oh that's... 1278 01:07:26,917 --> 01:07:27,918 That's nice. 1279 01:07:29,628 --> 01:07:30,963 Oh that's nice. 1280 01:07:35,634 --> 01:07:37,762 I just wanna go to sleep. 1281 01:07:45,144 --> 01:07:45,978 Eddy. 1282 01:07:47,980 --> 01:07:49,482 You got my message? 1283 01:07:52,985 --> 01:07:54,987 I'm so glad you're here. 1284 01:08:04,663 --> 01:08:09,668 (water running) (Danny puking) 1285 01:08:10,836 --> 01:08:13,506 I'm so sorry for how I treated you. 1286 01:08:13,506 --> 01:08:16,008 I know I need your forgiveness. 1287 01:08:19,678 --> 01:08:22,181 We just got to the east coast to see my sister and I can't. 1288 01:08:22,181 --> 01:08:24,475 - [Phyllis] But you can record yourself on your iPhone. 1289 01:08:24,475 --> 01:08:25,851 It's so easy. 1290 01:08:25,851 --> 01:08:27,853 - Nah, I think I'm gonna skip this one. 1291 01:08:27,853 --> 01:08:29,855 - [Phyllis] All right. I'll let 'em know. 1292 01:08:31,023 --> 01:08:32,691 - [Danny] Hey, we'll get 'em next time. 1293 01:08:32,691 --> 01:08:34,193 - [Phyllis] Bye Danny. 1294 01:08:34,193 --> 01:08:36,529 - Bye Phyllis. - Bye Eddy. 1295 01:08:36,529 --> 01:08:37,822 No, Jane. 1296 01:08:37,822 --> 01:08:40,199 You cannot take a lunch. You're a fucking intern. 1297 01:08:40,199 --> 01:08:42,535 Good God, you're a waste of millennial space. 1298 01:08:42,535 --> 01:08:44,370 (Danny laughs) 1299 01:08:44,370 --> 01:08:46,163 - Bad day at the office for Jane. 1300 01:08:46,163 --> 01:08:47,039 - [Eddy] Apparently. 1301 01:08:47,039 --> 01:08:48,541 - Poor thing. 1302 01:08:48,541 --> 01:08:49,375 - Oh my God. 1303 01:08:59,343 --> 01:09:00,553 I'll be back in a minute. 1304 01:09:01,554 --> 01:09:02,555 You want anything? 1305 01:09:02,555 --> 01:09:03,889 - No, thanks. I'm fine. 1306 01:09:13,399 --> 01:09:16,569 (Danny clears throat) 1307 01:09:20,030 --> 01:09:22,575 (gentle music) 1308 01:09:26,579 --> 01:09:29,248 These guys... 1309 01:09:29,248 --> 01:09:30,249 - [Woman] What the fuck is wrong with you, man? 1310 01:09:30,249 --> 01:09:31,250 You stupid? 1311 01:09:32,877 --> 01:09:34,086 Fuck, man. 1312 01:09:34,086 --> 01:09:35,588 What are you, stupid? 1313 01:09:35,588 --> 01:09:37,256 I gotta tie your fuckin' shoelaces? 1314 01:09:37,256 --> 01:09:38,090 Really? 1315 01:09:39,258 --> 01:09:41,260 You know what? I can't do this shit, man. 1316 01:09:41,260 --> 01:09:42,261 I gotta pee. 1317 01:09:43,762 --> 01:09:46,765 (melancholy music) 1318 01:09:59,737 --> 01:10:02,281 - What's up, little man? 1319 01:10:02,281 --> 01:10:06,452 Hey, you want me to show you how to tie your laces? 1320 01:10:06,452 --> 01:10:07,786 Yeah? All right. 1321 01:10:07,786 --> 01:10:08,954 So check this out. 1322 01:10:08,954 --> 01:10:12,082 So first make bunny ears like that. See that? 1323 01:10:12,082 --> 01:10:13,292 - [Boy] Uh huh. 1324 01:10:13,292 --> 01:10:14,251 - All right and then you cross 'em over 1325 01:10:14,251 --> 01:10:16,128 and you make an X like that. 1326 01:10:16,128 --> 01:10:17,963 And then you pull the bunny ears out. 1327 01:10:17,963 --> 01:10:18,797 Go ahead. 1328 01:10:24,970 --> 01:10:26,096 Easy, right? 1329 01:10:26,096 --> 01:10:28,140 (Danny chuckles) 1330 01:10:28,140 --> 01:10:30,309 - [Woman] Rico! 1331 01:10:30,309 --> 01:10:31,936 I'm sorry, love. (doorbell chimes) 1332 01:10:31,936 --> 01:10:33,145 - [Lila] Danny? 1333 01:10:33,145 --> 01:10:33,979 - [Woman] Mama gets a little crazy sometimes, 1334 01:10:33,979 --> 01:10:35,606 but mama loves you. 1335 01:10:35,606 --> 01:10:37,483 Look, I got you a treat. 1336 01:10:38,817 --> 01:10:39,818 - Hey. 1337 01:10:39,818 --> 01:10:40,986 - [Lila] Danny? 1338 01:10:40,986 --> 01:10:43,322 - You're loved, remember that, okay? 1339 01:10:43,322 --> 01:10:44,490 And don't lose your way. 1340 01:10:45,658 --> 01:10:47,493 Now go to her. (Sabrina laughing) 1341 01:10:47,493 --> 01:10:49,161 - [Sabrina] Hi, come. Give me a hug. 1342 01:10:50,621 --> 01:10:51,830 (all laughing) 1343 01:10:51,830 --> 01:10:53,165 - I'm such an adult now. 1344 01:10:53,165 --> 01:10:54,833 I don't even know who I am anymore. Tell her. 1345 01:10:54,833 --> 01:10:57,127 - He's making great strides into near adulthood. 1346 01:10:57,127 --> 01:10:58,003 (all laughing) 1347 01:10:58,003 --> 01:11:01,340 (banging on door) 1348 01:11:01,340 --> 01:11:04,301 (melancholy music) 1349 01:11:10,849 --> 01:11:11,684 - Danny? 1350 01:11:14,853 --> 01:11:18,190 (Danny choking) 1351 01:11:18,190 --> 01:11:20,317 Don't panic. It's all right, Danny. 1352 01:11:20,317 --> 01:11:21,860 I'm here. Don't panic. 1353 01:11:21,860 --> 01:11:22,695 Don't panic. 1354 01:11:22,695 --> 01:11:23,988 Now, come on. That's it. 1355 01:11:23,988 --> 01:11:25,823 That's it, giving it up. That's it. 1356 01:11:25,823 --> 01:11:26,699 That's it. 1357 01:11:26,699 --> 01:11:27,700 (Danny cough) Good boy. 1358 01:11:27,700 --> 01:11:29,201 That's it. Get rid of it. 1359 01:11:29,201 --> 01:11:30,869 That's it, get rid of it. (Danny coughing) 1360 01:11:30,869 --> 01:11:31,996 That's it. 1361 01:11:31,996 --> 01:11:33,205 Good boy. 1362 01:11:33,205 --> 01:11:34,707 Oh, you're doing it. 1363 01:11:34,707 --> 01:11:36,208 (Danny gasping) Here we go. 1364 01:11:36,208 --> 01:11:37,668 Here we go. 1365 01:11:37,668 --> 01:11:38,502 Good boy. 1366 01:11:39,378 --> 01:11:40,212 Good boy. 1367 01:11:41,380 --> 01:11:44,216 (Danny sobbing) Oh, good boy. 1368 01:11:44,216 --> 01:11:45,551 Can you feel me? 1369 01:11:46,677 --> 01:11:49,221 - [Danny] I can feel you, Lila. 1370 01:11:50,222 --> 01:11:51,890 I can feel your warmth. 1371 01:11:51,890 --> 01:11:53,517 - [Lila] Good. 1372 01:11:53,517 --> 01:11:56,020 You're gonna be okay. 1373 01:11:56,020 --> 01:11:57,730 You're gonna be okay. 1374 01:11:59,523 --> 01:12:00,566 There you go. 1375 01:12:01,734 --> 01:12:03,694 You're okay now. 1376 01:12:03,694 --> 01:12:04,737 You're okay. 1377 01:12:16,749 --> 01:12:17,750 - Come here. 1378 01:12:19,209 --> 01:12:20,753 You're doing great. 1379 01:12:22,254 --> 01:12:25,257 (Sabrina chuckles) 1380 01:12:36,602 --> 01:12:39,271 (water running) 1381 01:12:51,617 --> 01:12:54,119 (door creaks) 1382 01:13:08,300 --> 01:13:09,134 - Hello. 1383 01:13:16,809 --> 01:13:19,144 (soft music) 1384 01:13:27,653 --> 01:13:29,988 - There's so much I wanted to say to you, 1385 01:13:31,990 --> 01:13:35,160 so on the plane, I wrote it all down. 1386 01:13:36,495 --> 01:13:39,665 (soft acoustic music) 1387 01:13:52,845 --> 01:13:53,679 Sis... 1388 01:13:58,183 --> 01:14:01,311 (soft acoustic music) 1389 01:14:58,410 --> 01:15:01,580 (soft acoustic music)